reminisce.

2007-01-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

ii think that previ0us post w that pic of mine l0ng socks is kinda UGLY.
n0w iim here t update nd change it w a new post.

mine br0 had his r0om painted BLUE ; n0t bad ii'd sae.
at first c0uldn't decide 0n what c0l0ur ii wanted ..
pink ; blue ; orange ; green ; yellow ><`
painted mine r0om PINK.
s0unds v girly but it's not THAT pink laa ..

first week 0f sch0ol ; supp0sedly d0nt have t go t sch0ol on wed nd fri.
wed's lesson are all e-learning .. fri one was cancelled t let us do our pr0js
despite having e-learning, we still have t go back sch0ol for pr0j.
GOD I SWEAR I HATE WBAD.
ii didn't g0 back on wed th0ugh ; was feelg v wasted.

wed night was a total disaster.
I COULDN'T GET T SLEEP ;/
had t wakie at 7am for class at 9am ..

thurs, which was ydae, SUCKD.
SWEN lab was a total waste of time ; FINANCE was LAME!
stayed sch0ol t do pr0j til 9PM ><`
went h0me, ate nd wanted t sleep for an h0ur or so bfor burning d midnight oil.
but ii c0uldn't sleep nd thus decided t c0ntinue w d0ing mine pr0j ;/
f0und 0ut ii didn't do 0ne part of c0ding for mine part nd HELL, ii had no RAD!
mine report was also half d0ne.
group report 3/4 done ; MAJOR project proposal 1/5 done!
sijie had music test nd had t sleep.
ii c0uldn't think pr0perly due t that lack of sleep.
TOTALLY SUCK HUHs =.-x
was so pek chek with all d w0rk ii have nd n0t being able t sleep when ii needed it so.
fuckd care b0uts pr0j nd slept only at 5am.
thanks t hands0me ; acc0mpanyg me on ph0ne t keep me awake till 3.

fri was d deadline f0r handing up of b0th MP pr0posal nd WBAD.
wakie at 1o:3o nd went t sch0ol all shaggd, tryg t c0mplete d c0des nd reports.
was so pek chek w the last min errors nd n0t being able t s0lve it.
thanks t ALVIN ; CHEE YONG ; CHEE KEONG ; LUP PENG that our group had our proj d0ne
uu can see all d lab w pepo rushg their pr0js .. then rushg t hand up bf0r they'r lates
[[ p.s : ii finally saw 白猪 in sch0ol tdaes huh. ]]

ii seriously d0nt like this sem ; TOTALLY STRESS!

ii wanna get l0ads of things ><`
IGEL grey c0ntacts ; SKINFOOD white eyeliner ; LOREAL true-match f0undati0n ; NIVEA facial scrub ; FACESHOP masks ; LOREAL make up remover ; VS 8in1 curler.. MORE!
sh0es / t0ps / sh0rts .. URPS
- SAVE UP! -

bef0re ..

after (:

2007-01-02T02:37:00.000+08:00

seriously ; ii d0nt kn0w what t sae ler ><
that's why ii never update.
but jiefang nd nicole is urging me t update ..
llols ;/

went 0uts w li chuan on new year's eve.
went j8 t get her leggings nd mine l0ng s0cks at ice lem0n tea.
they are selling it at a kinda cheap price?
anw ii just g0t 0ne stripes one nd ii think ii will 0nly wear it 0nce.
WASTE MONEY LA ><`
d 0ne li chuan wanted they didn't have it alr ..
we went t eat pasta mania nd ii saw jiafeii there.
THANKS FOR GIVING ME DISCOUNT UHS XD
haha .. nd so we saved a few bucks eatg there
c0ntinued w 0ur sh0pping went t Toa Payoh central.
actuali there sell nice + damn cheap dress .. it's not a bad idea t buy
THIS FASHION too ; they reali have not bad cl0thes if uu reali dig
li chuan b0ught her leggings w a lil lace at d end for only 7bucks ; totally CHEAP.
nd she b0ught a nice dress for her sis f0r 0nly $25 (:

headed h0me nd had steamb0at.
not bad laa ; didn't eat much th0ugh.
c0s ii was d last t start eatg nd m0st of d f0od was finishd up! ><`
watchd d taiwan c0untd0wn on tv w mine family.
it was d same like last year ;//
ii just stayed h0me nd watch scv sh0wg taiwan c0untd0w c0ncert.
just that this year they 0nly sh0wed 1 instead of 2 (- -
ain't that bad laa ..

ii stayed h0me all day tdaes.
t0tally SLACK ;/
g0na repaint mine r0om tml .. but ii d0nt kn0w what c0lour is nice
actuali iim feelg v pek chek w all d undone projs
URPS ><`
ii rather ch0ose t watch tv ; play game ; watch anime whole day w mine younger bro

now now ..
every0ne's writing b0ut they'r new yar resolution.
ii, of cos, have mine too.
2oo6 totally SUCKD for me .. ii wishd 2oo7 would b better
ii rmbr-ed bl0gging bout slimming down last year or ii didn't but it has always been mine wish la
nd it didn't really happen.
despite pepo saeing ii'v slimmed down a lil' .. that lil' is just not MUCH!
ii wish t be RICHER ; ii reali wish. ><
ii n0e ii'v always been a spendthrift but ; MONEY NOT ENOUGH LA(- -"
just let 2oo7 b a sm0oth nd happy year .. that's all
it's not a MUST t have a boyfriend, let life b happy nd iim c0ntented.
nd ii h0pe d best for all mine fwens esp slackers nd hands0me (:

this two years been passing DAMN FAST.
actuali ii wish n0t t gr0w up this fast ..
iim stil so childish nd everyhing ; just imagine iim like 19 this year.
OH GOD ><`
n0t saeing 0ld but ii d0nt think mine thinkg/actions is like 19.

2006-12-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

thanks t th0se who were c0ncerned nd asked ab0ut it.
s0rry f0r n0t replying but yaa (:
anw, thanks nic0le f0r being w me on f0ne[nd baby's s0 cutes! :D]
nd thanks t nicole ; dee ; peiis f0r acc0mpanyg me t buy his stuffs.
thanks t zx[saying iim very nice:X] haha .. but uu r cutes la!
thanks t jiefang t0o ; uu totally make me laugh ehhs[CUTESTOO!(x]

k-lunch w slacker`s this c0ming tues.
it's been like DAMN DAMN long since we last met, n0t t say kb0x.
cant wait t see them .. ((: !
anw ; f0ngs/peiis if uu happen t see this .. nic0le cant make it c0s jz haven b0ok in ehs
let them spend time tgether maa XD
we find 0ne day go her h0use visit BABYenxi ler? (:

nicole ; uu d0nt l0ok NK taking pics at this side laa! ><`

uu seld0m see me do such things alrights .. llols

KJA aka hands0me ;
uu w0nt see this but hell !
iim so damn glad uu like the presents ii gave uu l0ts (:
like ii said, ii put in l0ads of effort!
s0rry ii hit uu twice :X
it wasn't that hard laa ..
nd ii stil think d bus thing is cute!

2006-12-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

went backs t sch0ol ydae agains for pr0j ;/
totally waste of time ii'd sae?
t be h0nest ; ii hadn't been doing much when ii go backs t sch0ol!
cos sijie nd pam's part not done.
seriously ii think we shouldn't do in group but split it up.
ALWAYS draggy nd messy ><`
urps ; but now it's t0o late t split up.
not like GUID, at least DLists can help a lil' .. hurs

met up w mine mum f0r dinner after sch0ol.
ate like LOADS laa ; laksa . rojak . fried banana
DAMN SINFUL LEH
damnit. iim getting fatter nd fatter ><
b0ught hairdye f0r like only 7bucks :D!
0nly d 0ne ii b0ught has disc0unt .. LUCKY ME XD
b0ught d shamp0o ii l0ng wanted but it's kinda exp ><`
but it's damn g0od laa .. d0nt even have t use c0nditi0ner nd ur hair == GOOD!
haa XD
that's h0w g0od that shamp0o is.

I'V GOT GREAT NEWS [[only for me ii guess]]

because handsome's willing t go outs w me!
MOVIE (:
d0n't kn0w why he d0n't wanna watch d JAY m0vie ..
suspected that he watched alr but whatever laa!
'Night at the Museum' it shall be.
it's his birthday this c0ming sat but iim meetg him on friday instead.
BUSY GUY laa ; sat w k0r&friends .. sun w family
at least he's willing t go outs w me(:

ii th0ught he'd just reject me ..
seri0usly g0ing 0ut or n0t is not that impt ; what's impt is d gifts.
it MUST b handed t him laa ><`
ii totally h0pe he appreciates what iim g0na give him.
ii did put al0t of th0ughts nd effort in d0ing them (:

iim currently w0rrying b0uts what if we two r like DUMB tml.
SUCH A SPOILER LEHS! (- -
alth0ugh we met bf0r but that's totally diff!
it's g0ing 0uts n0w instead of just sitting down nd talk for a few mins ><`
anw ; be happy f0r me mine friends.
ii reali need that m0rale support! (:

meetg nicole laters t get stuffs for his gift.
SO MAFAN LEH ;/
ii need t bring everything t see if they match ..
ii wanna get a CHEAP plain white l0ng tube! [budget(- -]
h0pe ii can get it (:

sparklers XD *spot d two guys*

joy nd mich had t snap me nd anita while we were slpg! ><

mich && anita.

mich && me.

that hair dye + shamp0o ii <33 !

2006-12-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS everyone (: [think it's a lil t0o late but nermind :D]

spent mine xmas eve nd xmas morn at jocelyn SINGHUIYU's house.
n0t a bad 0ne ii'd sae.
nd n0w .. j0y ; han ; yawen are on plane t k0rea :(
ii'l miss uu all CAN!
please remember mine 3 pressies alright XD haa
so envy can ; white xmas f0r them ..
ii still hafta sl0g for pr0js ><`
jocelyn sing uu better buy smth nice for US! LOLs

P.S: it's g0na be a LONG post .. v lengthy nd w0rdy

2412o6 (xmas eve)

was still deciding sh0uld ii go 0ver t j0y's h0use ..

1. IM SO LAZY LA
2. her h0use is like SO DAMN FAR
3. mine mum nd maid quarrel laa ; so sp0il m0od leh =.-x

but in d end ii stil went laa (:
thinkg that stayg 0ut f0r d day w0uld be g0od ..
t0ok mine time t prepare nd t0ok bus t her h0use.
on d wae t bus st0p ii helped an old lady carry her heavy stuff at d over head bridge
m happy can (:
this is d first time ii realli wanna help s0me0ne, nd ii did it.

t0ok bus 13 t her h0use nd it was raining ><`
n0t a very l0ng j0urney ii'd sae .. ar0und 5omins or so
that j0celyn is trying t make me l0st laa!
she t0ld me will pass by parkway when it didn't ..
ask me t l0ok 0ut for MOBILE petrol station, asked her isit ESSO MOBILE she said NO!
but it was laa .. llols ; WTH right.
lucky ii went t her place bf0r nd had a r0ugh idea!

j0y ; anita ; han(w jackjack) fetchd me at d bus st0p c0s it's raining.
went 0ver nd kinda paiseh at first c0s a few relative of j0y's were there ..
han's dad is like DAMN CARTOON CAN.
j0y's mum asked us t g0 d0wnstairs t cut l0gcake ..
they started singing "WE WISH YOU A MERY XMAS" f0ll0wd by "JINGLE BELL"
it's DAMN JING DIAN alrights ; plus d fact that han's dad was like damn enthu.
haha XD
han didn't stay c0s DUMB HER didn't pack her stuffs bfor g0ing 0ver t j0y h0use :(
so she had t return h0me t pack f0r their k0rea trip ..

yawen curled j0y's hair f0r her nd michelle came 0ver.
we ate steamb0at nd it's like yummy laa XD
salm0n ; jelly fish ; chicken wing ; satay ; prawns ; eel? LOLS
nd michelle's fav s0ggy fries? haha XD
mich made c0okies nd cup cakes ; yummy can!
all ab0ut being sinful, sinful nd STILL sinful .. llols

j0y w curls.

t0tally sumptu0us

c0okies michelle made.

yawen helped me do mine nails nd ii think it's damn nice!
THANKS XD
j0y helped anita nd yawen helped mich .. we all had nice nice nails on xmas eve!
me ; anita ; j0y nd mich started playg p0ker nd f0rfeit was some drink we mixed.
DAIDEE was d game ; diff alcohol & c0ke was d drink.
ii was d WINNER laa! j0y nd mich CMI sia ..
they kept l0sing nd had t drink.
j0y ended up v0mitg cos was t0o bl0ated or what nd mich abit seh ..
we even played tag team ; anita&me .. j0y&mich
BUT I STIL WON D MOST LA XD
iim d lucky one !! LOLS
had hell l0ads of fun can ..

t0tally candid ; see that PRETTY MICHELLE :D

ii didn't lie (: totally g0rgeous!

d alcohol

drinkg d not so bad f0rfeit drink (x

loser had t shuffle d cards t0o! haha

ii swear that wasn't "TOO MUCH BLUSHER" but d effect of d alcohol!

went d0wn t play sparklers at d p0ol nd it was t0tally SMOKEY!
LOLS
nearly ch0ked t death w all d sm0ke.
we screamed nd sh0uted despite d time was like 3am.
XD total fun ..
mich two guy fwens j0ined us nd we went backs j0y h0use t watch tv.
LAUGHED OUR ARSES OFF watchg jacky wu's sh0w ; totally l0ve it!
d guys left .. me nd anita slept for a few h0urs
j0y nd mich went t eat instant n0odles.
[ s0me pictures are w mich ; will get from her s0on(: ]

bf0r going down t play sparklers XD

mine nails XD

mich ; anita ; j0y

me ; mich ; j0y

me nd anita (:

me nd j0yy

seeing this pic just reminds me of j0y's mum ; totally CUTE! haa XD

reddy me w pretty mich (:

loves!

totally ugly ME ! ><`

our pretty fingernails nd feet

2512o6 (xmas day :D)

wakie at 6:59am w j0y askg me nd anita, "uu all had chicken p0x alr?"
we were like ; NO WE NEVER HAD CHICKEN POX ><`
mich had hazeline on her legs nd she kept scratchg ..
me nd anita kept our distance from her fearg of contractg chicken pox!
haha XD [[so s0rry]]
t0ok bus home nd it was freakg fast ..
was paran0id on d way h0me nd bathed bf0r ii went t sleep.
wakie w no red spots on me nd felt kinda safe XD
after which ii g0t t n0e mich didn't have chicken p0x ; mayb it's d alcohol.

mine bro askd me if ii wanna go bowling w them, hesitated initially but ii did.
hesitate c0s ii just had nice nice nails nd ii d0nt wanna l0se them :(
but ii guess it w0nt b that bad? llols.
cabbed d0wn t yishun SAFRA w mine mum ; bros ; bro gf ; maid.
was kinda fun laa ..
mine bro damn tyco ; he had d railing up t prevent him from washing d drains(LOLS)
nd he kept getting stike / spare.
LH laa !

mine mum nd br0(:

d fatty br0 ..

that was d last r0und ; damn l0usy la! mine maid was highest(- -

me nd mine bro

had dinner at pizzahut at united square .. so full can!
headed backs home after which.
afterall ; it ain't a bad way t celebrate xmas day (:

sure h0pe every0ne nj0yed their xmas like ii did?
esp slackers! <33 nd HIM*

he surprised me w a xmas greetg nd iim super duper happy b0uts it.
it's d first time he did this nd iim so t0uchd!
I LOVE MY HANDSOME, TOTALLY! XD

2006-12-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

hadn't been updating cos' dont realli noe what t sae ..

downloaded nd installed IE 7.0 ; it's DAMN NICE.
makes d UI l0ok so c0ol .. so much m0re like flat-screened.
uu can have a few tabs in a window t avoid having loads of windows at ur t0olbar.
GOOD, ii'd sae (:

just like that, 5 days of hols passed.
been raining nd raining fr0m mon t wed .. s0me places even had fl0od
outta 5 days ii went back t sch0ol thrice ; just for proj.
didn't expect t spend mine h0ls like this but ii guess there's no choice huh.
went outs on mon w peiis nd dee (dee got her hair REBONDED[uh-huh! flaty n0w])
tues 0uts w dee nd nicole.
wed 0uts w j0celyn.
went towning for 3 consecutive days (DAISO ; ART FRIEND)
URPS!
there's 5o% at MANGO but ii saw n0thing nice ..

been preparing his bdae present for d past few daes since mon.
actuali d0nt know whether ii'l meet him nd have a chance t pass him.
but ii made him a video which ii think is super nice(it's d th0ughts that c0unts huh)
ii mean ii h0pe he'l appreciate it.
even if he d0nt want any pressie ; that video he MUST accept.
HURS

g0na waste mine weekends ; xmas eve ; xmas at h0me ..
ii miss slackers!

flat laa ..

that's d usual peii.

ME :D

d usual thing we'll do in sch0ol [in lab]

[in t0ilet] see ii didn't lie

that's pam ; ii did smth t her hair! it's not that ugly ler ><`

an0ther. [taken w j0y's new f0ne]

HIS PRESENTs

necklace f0r him ; b0ught 0ne for mineself t0o [n0tc0uplenecklace!>< ijustlikedit]

d b0x ; ii filled up w shreds of paper. nd d heart being pasted on(:

d cutesy CD i b0ught t burn d video in (:

[D-I-Y]ii t0tally like this ; strap's gona get changed .. d heart will be pretty much d same

2006-12-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

was waitg for him t be back from game ..
blogh0pped nd saw this on f0ngs' blog.
had a try nd this was d result (:

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2006-12-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

termtest ended, very badly.
ii have a bad feelg of failing 3 subjects out of 4.
this is d first time ii d0nt feel happy b0ut exams endg, c0s ii n0e ii didn't do well.
luck is what ii need now ..
but being suay for this wh0le year, ii d0nt forsee any more luck.

ii hadn't been g0ing 0uts lately.
all d rushg of pr0js nd mugging f0r termtest, which ii hadn't d0ne well in.
nd again, pr0js r thanks t th0se pepo who reali helped us.
w/o uu all ii think we'll just b l0st s0uls laa ; THANKS A DOZEN.
just wrote a few testim0nial t thank them(:

seems l0ng since ii last saw dee&nich alth0ugh we'r in d same IT sch0ol.
n0t t menti0n peiis nd f0ngs.
it's like decades since ii last met them.
ii miss d n0nsensical crap we talk b0ut nd laughg 0ver stupid stuffs, kb0x nd etc.
nd ii hadn't been g0ing 0ut w j0celyn t0os ; sch0ol is d 0nly place.
ii missed l0ads nd l0ads of nice m0vies ii wanna watch tonnes of times ..
ii think iim kinda used t that missing the films ii wanna watch.
d0esn't make a diff ii guess.

n0thing much .. shall p0st th0se overdue pictures

mine eccentric br0

nd that's me ..

cam-wh0ring.

w c0usin

mine c0usin nd grandma (:

precious___<33

it's bright but ii like this pic (:

nd again.

it's still me.

2006-12-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

screwed.
ii totally flunk mine first paper tdaes ><`
WBAD was really B A D!
ii totally dont know how t ans d last qn which cost me 15marks.
nd ii didn't see a 2mark qn which ii noe how t ans ..
ii must be REAL COCKED-EYE or smth ; nd that's 17 marks gone for me.
GOD JUST KILL ME.
d paper's upon 5o nd ii counted mine sure-get marks ..
it's like ; 2o? URPS(- -"
please let miracle happen t let me gain that additional 5 marks t pass mine paper
* P R A Y S *

finance tml.
iim tryg t sc0re better in 0thers t make up for this ><`
it's kinda stress being in this class w all the DList pepo.
esp when the top students of d course are in ur class ..
it's like such a shame t get a D or mayb a C
JIAYOUs ba ;/

2006-12-08T06:53:00.000+08:00

AHEM*
it's been LLLLOOOOOONNNNNGGGG ~long since ii last DID NOT SLEEP.
apparently, ii didn't sleep nd so expect me t be ABIT high nd CRANKY.
iim here t relax mineself ABIT yeah .. a few minutes or so
listening t music ; typing post ; uploadg pics ; chattg for awhile
WOOTS
not realli a few mintues ehh .. hurs

been stayg backs lates in sch0ol for pr0j.
ydae stayed back till 8pm nd ii reached home at 9pm :(
but sch0ol's night view's really GOOD (:

ii hate falling asleep ; WHAT - THE - FUCK!

pictures time!

Temasek Polytechnic that is.

iim lazy t take nicer ones.

that User Interface ii designed! (: l0oks simple but WTF, HELL NO!

that boii he drew.

mine.

his w colour pencil.

his w paint.

implemented w tears! cutes

family.

lastly, ME(:

2006-12-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

URPS
BUSY FOR THESE FEW WEEKS! (- -
no time t even study for term test ; WTF!
ALL THANKS to those DList then mine group can complete our GUID.

- ALVIN
- JONAH
- EDWIN
- CHEE YONG
- HONG BOH
- JEFFRY

d0nt think they'll see this ; or mayb they will.
but thankssss :D
appreciate our chocolates ; sweets nd YOU YU! haha

WISH ME LUCK FOR TERMTEST MAN!
ii really need that LUCK*

2006-12-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

went for mine cousin's PRE-bday celebration at mine aunt's house.
decided t put on contact lenses nd it seemed fine when ii t0ok it out.
but ii guess ii'l stil b on eye drops ; t be safe.

1 chicken wing ; 1 hotdog ; 1 cheese crabstick ; a few otahs.
ii think ii didn't eat alot but ii d0nt know why ii felt FULL =.-x
oh. nd ii also eat a few melted marshmallows~

me nd mine cousin had a BBQ pit t ourselves.
nd ii had a cousin who's mine regular customer ; llols.
he ALWAYS comes back for OTAH.
we made CHEESE-CRABSTICKS which were totally failure!
they turned out normal nd not very tasty ..
actuali ii think d crabsticks weren't nice in d first place.

had cake cut nd all nd everyone returned home/went other places.
nd ii sure did take a few pictures(:

that's me nd mine cousin ; i l0ok totally SHORT.

mine regular customer :D

i l0ok extremely irksome here ; mine lil' cousin t0o. he cant b b0therd w us

us agains (:

2006-12-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

" love is free ; love must b tough.
if uu l0ve him/her, set him/her free ..
if he/she never comes back ; he/she was never yours t begin with.
if he/she returns, he/she was meant t be yours. "
after watchg d video paul phua gave, ii totally understand this.
but seriously speakg, it's like always, h0w many pepo can do it?

iim a SUAY girl.
it wasn't even a g0od year t start w ..
mine first day of CNY was ruined by mine bro cos he's sick.
mine bdae totally SUCKED TO THE CORE(ii swear)
s0mething wr0ng w mine right eye nd ii cant wear contacts for a week.
damn FUCKED UP POLYCLINIC doctor refused t give me MC ><~
made me spend another $26 t go mine family doctor.
so many bad things happened ..

HOW UNLUCKY.

2006-11-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

ehh nothing much actuali ..
d whole week's been kinda busy nd not.
iim not workg during weekends animore .. getting mine pay this fri :D
CHEERIOS* t me nd han! haha
ii'v g0t alot of pr0jects t do ; GUID . WBAD
exams r c0ming up next ! dec 11 - 16

skipped sch0ol tdaes.
ii'v got red veins in mine eyes ; dunoes is d contacts or j0y's solution
gona go see doc at polyclinic later w dee.

am g0ing t buy clothes from spree (:
iim n0t sure if ii can wear but HELL~
just buy ba ; nd h0pe ii can wear.
or mayb m0tivate me t slim down, haha (ii bet NOT)
but ii think actuali it's kinda obvious ii cant wear laa ; d models so thin.

that big eye contact ii 0nly w0re for a dae ;(

that's d effect ; n0t much diff t me.

w specs in sch0ol!

her w mine.

this is one of d top.

an0ther.

ii wanted this ; but ii cant decide. give me ur opinion? by tml thanks :D

~

2006-11-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

n0thing much t update.
ii didn't bring mine f0ne t sch0ol ;(
thank g0d i met ph0ebe on bus so ii c0uld borrow fone from her.
skipped morn BBFin lect cos overslept.
did pr0j after sch0ol .. headed t buy big eye contacts at tpy
:D

web-cam w joy nd we'r DAMN stupid nd ii reali mean it.
pictures shall prove mine words.
SO LONG~

WE ARE THE MAN

MISS SWAN!

laughing our arses off.

s0mething more normal ..

kawaii desu ne!

t0ok w sijie in lift ; plain ME!

0ne overdue pic w shawn nd joy.

2006-11-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

this post's for joy's bdae surprise/celebration && d 2 days of work

fri ; 2411o6
met up w han after sch0ol.
went parkway t get ingredients for cake nd ch0co c0rnflakes.
had KFC for dinner w han ; yawen nd bf went for dinner.
met up at GIANT nd sh0pped for d stuffs(:
b0ught candles nd sparkles bf0r headg back t j0y h0use.
thanks j0y's bro for carrying nd pushing d tr0lley f0r us nd driving us back ; so paiseh leh.

pr0ceeded t 0ur cake baking + ch0co c0rnflakes making.
han was super funny laa ; she's d dish-washing auntie f0r d day ;XXx
but she is m0st impt when she remind me nd yawen b0uts d fl0ur .. haha
everything turned 0ut GOOD nd NICE.
cake nd ch0co c0rnflakes' superbly YUMMY!

went d0wn her h0use t make candles nd sparklers ..
p0or ME g0t mine tumb burnt till SO PAIN ;(
j0y actuali kinda knew 0ur surprise nd came back w michelle which made us a wee bit DIAOS
but anih0w ~ ii guess we tried 0ur best yeah? (:

michelle was all0wd t stay 0ver at j0y's h0use thanks t yawen.
manicure sessi0n nd hair curling at j0y's r0om.
me nd han g0t w0rk d next day s0 we just SLEEP whereas j0y nd michelle went east c0ast.
so rare that michelle c0uld stay 0ver so it's a MUST t hav0c ..

zinger meal ~~

ch0co c0rn flakes ; d0nt l0ok nice here but it is!!!

l0okg a wee bit better (:

cake-making ; yawen.

spreadg whipcream+mango

those candles <3 j0y

w sparklers

her w it

mich + j0y

yawen ' mich ; j0y

see that YUMMY cake ; d0nt l0ok apetizing but it sure tastes GREAT!

pardon d ugly me .. reali ;(

han+j0y

wish wish

bl0wg off d candles ALL BY HERSELF!

cake cutting w yawen making stupid face

her w han's mand-made fake fl0wers.

d mess we made ; ii bet d maid hates us.

ii l0ve her hir length w that curl ; mine jie zuo (:

michelle's nail d0ne by yawen! PRETTY ehs

yawen l0ves baobao.

sat ; 2511o6
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY (:

me nd han 0verslept d next day .. supp0se t wakie at 9am
we w0rk up when d alarm rang but we slept backs nd wakie at 9:46am tgether.
llols
her dad was nice en0ugh t fetch us t w0rk (:
we had 0ur breakfast which was d cake + ch0co c0rnflakes[ see! h0w nice it is ]
w0rkd at pushcart nd met peiis after w0rk.
walked arnd d new NOVENA VELOCITY [ okok laa not bad (: ]

sun ; 2611o6
mine LAST DAY of WORK :D
c0unted mine pay .. it's $25o w/o commission
n0t that bad (:

dined at pizza hut w han after w0rk ; we were like DAMN FULL CAN!
c0uldn't finish 0ur f0od ..
went ar0und askg d price f0r freshk0n black big eye c0ntacts ..
th0se selling at united square is like SO EXPENSIVE!
d 0ptical sh0p ii frequent sells $28 but d two ii asked at untied sq was $35/$45 =.-x
acc0mpanied han t wait f0r her dad t fetch her bf0r ii head h0me.

barney ~

US w that biggy big hello kitty which costs $239.95.

c0ntrast ; smally one.

sumptuous ain't?

what's left ..

mine vs hers .. she's SHUI TONG just like j0y && sijie

biggy christmas tree (:

2006-11-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

skipped morning lectures tdae agains ;Xx
was really t0o tired man .. j0y skipped lectures w me
ii cant even rmbr clearly when j0y cord me what happend, llols.

stayed back after sch0ol ydae f0r pr0js.
sch0ol ended 1 h0ur ealier cos there's no GUID lecture.
ii t0ok TONNES of pictures can.
w joy ; sijie ; steph ; pam ; shawn.
shawn was l0okg a WEE BIT better w his hair down nd d shirt.
met up w joanne after ii finish doing everything ..
went taka w her t buy cosmetics ; b0ught mac t eat at mine hse.
trial make up for her bfor her prom night on 29th dec.
not t0o bad ii guess ..

iim so lazy t blog ; pictures now.

me nd si jie(:

w joyy in lecture hall.

me ; shawn ; joy.

he blinked!

nd again .. (nd this is SO SUPER STUPID)

FINALLY ; cute la.

w pam :D

me && joy && steph

WOOTS

ii totally love this pic :D

l0ok at d dummy sijie LOL ;Xx

d mess ii made helpg her(joanne) make up.

this is ugly but whatever ; so this is joanne nd me.

2006-11-17T11:02:00.000+08:00

hmm .. actuali g0t n0thing much t bl0g ab0uts.
g0t d GUESS perfume fr0m ariel on tues but ii'v n0t paid her yets.
she sh0wed me a cardigen she b0ught f0r only 14 nd askd if ii want, nd she b0ught f0r me.
returned her d m0ney th0ugh .. nd she gave me a Christian Dior liquid f0undati0n
THANKS ARIEL!
nd she still wanna buy a glitter perfume f0r me nd li chuan.
damn ; iim s0 paiseh t take things fr0m pepo.
recently every0ne's giving me stuffs ..
j0y gave me mascara ; yawen gave me make ups ; ariel ; nic0le also giving me her mascara
so shy man.

had been slacking t0o much in sch0ol.
snacking nd MORE snacking .. always eatg nd still eatg in lab && during breaks
getting fatter man ><`
went t walk ar0und ToaPay0h nd b0ught a mickey tee f0r onli 1obucks.
suddenli ii have 3 new t0ps ; d skull head . cardigen can b w0re w tube/tank t0p . mickey tee
n0t bad acutally (:
nd n0w .. ii need t get more skirts nd pants.
mayb f0otwear t0os ; been wearing d same 0ld sc0tt slippers.

sch0ol later fr0m 3 - 6 .. SO DAMN SIAN CAN
wakie earli tdaes instead 0f waking at 12 t slack f0r onli an h0ur bfor preparing.

if uu did realise ; mine wishlist became LONGER.
there's more things ii wanna get agains ><`
ii wanna go Chinatown nd get CHEAP CHEAP long necklaces ..
facial scrub ; pore minimizing toner .. t keep mine face in g0od c0ndition
make up rem0ver c0s iim finishg d current 0ne n0w.
Laminates Sebestian shampoo ii totally LOVE!
mine mum b0ught it fr0m Kimage that time nd when ii used it it's SUPER GOOD.
mine hair feels like ii washed it with c0nditi0ner when ii 0nly washed it w shampoo ..
nd best of all ; d smell of d shamp0o's nice :D
g0na buy grey big eye c0ntacts again ; iim kinda used t mineself having grey eyes.
g0na try BLACK one t0os .. seems c0ol when ii see artists wearing it (x

we ALWAYS do STUPID things like this nd take UGLY pictures.

sch0ol sucks ; cos it caused me such ugly eye bags!

2006-11-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

michelle: ii ask mine c0lleague alr, she sae some0ne b0ught it ler ;(! anw ii dun0es h0w much's 0ur c0mmission but ii noe it's not a lot, yeah. hehs(: nd we will 0nly get some if sales hit 6oobucks.

han: haha ; we got like two things d same .. v comic if we wear d same top outs tgether. anw will see uu real soon agains, like on sat! haha XD h0pe brenda leave us agains .. ii w0nder who's workg at pushcart now. h0pe uu wont get oredered t go there ><` kbox ; sh0pping(chinatown) ; sentosa SOMEDAY :D!

joyy: crazyy ahh uu so rich buy for me. ii PAISEH lehs! na li hao yi si uu buy for me .. actuali it's onli a few bucks more than d hang handph0ne d, ll0ls. wait til ii get pay ; buy u smth nice fr0m kitty sh0p .. nd ur bdae, ii dunoes what t get ;( can ii get uu s0mething belated? HEHs.

first day 0f d week ; didn't expect t g0 0uts.
it was t0tally slackerish f0r me, even mine dressing minus off d bag.
ii LOVE mine bag :D

after sch0ol went j0y's h0use(i think i every mon go her h0use).
LOLs
slacked awhile nd make up ..
went 0ff nd t0ok bus t t0wn t meet han(THAT CRAZY GIRL)
hahas XD
walked arnd wisma ; taka ..
went Zara nd tried tops nd ii b0ught d skull head one ii wanted t buy.
THANKS JOCELYN SING HUI YU! ui n0e ii l0ve uu HAHA.
will return uu d m0ney laaaaaaaa!
h0w can let uu treat me right? XD
nd so me nd han g0t d same t0p .. nd she keep sae "buy buy~"
went fareast nd nicole b0ught her necklace ; han b0ught a skull ring.
ii like skull n0w ; like han. all cos of kuromi!
ii mean it's niceeeeeeeee .. right han? HEH!
seriously ii l0ve that ring she b0ught t0o, t0o bad no more!
mayb next time ii go back see got new one anot .. haa
headed off t toapay0h w nic0le for her haircut while jocelyn nd han went t kb0x.
dinner at MOS BURGER again nd acc0mpanied nicole t WATSONS t buy s0me stuffs..
was feelg so shagged nd all .. headed h0me after that

ii t0t ii w0uld b h0me sleepg nd n0t g0ing 0ut, who noes.
llols.
after all ii hadn't been going home after sch0ol straight nd sleep till evening.
mayb someday soon(: some mondays or tuesdays ..

anw thanks j0y ; han nd nicole for saeing iim big-boned huh! LOLs
make me feel better A B I T laa .. XD

d corn han treated me t! SO NICE OF HER RIGHT, although she's GIAM SIAP. lols XD

steph nd pam ; candid && jing dian! ;X they wont see this OOPS*

l0ok at that d0uble-chin of mine ; is it?

in bus.

j0y's NEW bag.

that big f0ot wanna-be han! llols

fitting r0om ; that top. HEY I NOE I LOOK LIKE A TOOT

nicole nd j0y

han nd nic0le

me nd nicole.

US ; i like this!

0ur l0vely feet nd sh0es(x

that huge am0unt of may0nnaise me nd nicoel c0nsume ; EXTREMELY FATTENING! ><`

thanks yawen for all these ;D

ME(:

2006-11-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

tdae's a HAPPY DAY (:
first ; w0rk w han w/o brenda til 6pm.
sec0nd ; first sales of d day is already 3oo+
third ; nicole sms me that our bags FINALLY arrive!
f0urth ; me nd han b0ught d hell0 kitty hang bag one tgether ..
nd lastly ; ii went nicole's h0use t c0llect it nd see baby 迫不及待-ly ~
hahas XD
tml als0 w0rkg w han till 6pm tgether .. <3
nd THANKS NICOLE for going all d way t jur0ng t c0llect it despite d rain :D

me nd han v BO LIAO loh ..
she b0ught this magazine then when no cust0mer we t0ok it 0ut t read.
0ut 0f b0redom she signed beside 0ne of d artist ..
nd ii was like ; uu think what, their signature ah.
ii was being lame nd said ; why not we sign all .. LOLS
nd so we sign nd sign nd sign .. there's sweety ; fei lun hai ; energy ; etc!
so bo liao right! haha .. but it was fun laa
laughed our arses OFF, llols.
while we were having 0ur lunch j0y came w her fwen!
so nice of her but she went 0ff sh0rtly ..
nd she's v irks0me! DOWAN BUY ME ND HAN d handf0ne chain ;(
I WANT LEH RICHO~! llols
her fwen was being nice buyg her two stuffs f0r her bdae.

went 0ff t find vibe(d new c0lleague wh0's quitting) after w0rk w han.
we crapped nd t0ok crappy ph0tos!
go out one day yaa XD ~
headed t nic0le's h0use after that nd han meetg j0y at cityhall.
played w baby nd watchd s0me tv ..
baby en xi's like TOTALLY CUTES CAN! :D
she g0t dimples l0h ; ni wo ! nd she g0t big eyes .. a total MN.
hehs ; that's mine g0d-daughter. LOLS
nic0le's mum treated me t eggtart nd ii swear it's nice,
ii didn'tt really like eggtarts but ii paiseh t reject uu see.
but d 0ne they 0ffered me, NICE! (x
went 0ff after awhile c0s' was kinda lates nd there's w0rk tml ..
it's bulky carrying d bag 0f 3 bags h0me.

ehh ; n0thing much alr ..
just damn happy ii g0t mine kitty nd bags.
next is HEELS ; PLEASE COME SOON :D ! <33

that dumb girl did this dumb thing ; LOLS :X

ii 0nly signed 吴尊!

see that vain-y girl t0ok mine f0ne nd zi lian XD

vibe && han.

that's me nd her ; she's just SO CRANKY!

US

adels ; vibe ; han ..

mine cutie g0d-daughter :D

KAWAII

d bag j0y has (: mine hand t0o sh0rt t take full view ; llols.

that bag nd kitty chain! <33 g0od f0r sch0ol (simple && nice)

2006-11-10T12:24:00.000+08:00

hmm, actuali ii got nothing much t update. LOLs
shall upload d pics for karad's bdae celebration.
everyone didn't change much except fong's change of style agains.
nd karad's hair being t0o long making his head l0ok a wee bit bigger.
see d cake bel0w, familiar?
YEAH ; c0s mine y0unger br0's cake was d same. llols

he got his face smurged w cake. DA TOU

that bdae boy(: at gl0betr0tters

ah~ d usual snack we always indulge in during break time = FATTENING.

w0rked ydae for 3 nd half h0urs t help zi han cl0sing.
met d new c0lleague wh0's g0nna quit s0on like after this weekend.
she's v fun yeah ; can talk al0t w her(:
damn d b0ss nd brenda .. they just supervised us thr0ugh d cameras in sh0p
like WTH? if uu d0nt trust us then d0nt leave us there.
seri0usly ii d0nt mind n0t w0rkg, same for zi han t0os.
yeah whatever ~

sch0ol tdae from 3 - 6pm ; BORING.
it's h0me after sch0ol as usual ..
hadn't really been g0ing 0ut cos iim broke despite me getting mine pay alr.
shall save up a lil' more ..
ii wanna get mine GUESS perfume s0on ;(
nd ii want BLACK big eye contacts or mayb shud ii get back this.

2006-11-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

there'l b LOADs of pictures ; ii actuali typed this post ydae .. so YA (:
tonnes of baby's pictures.
update bouts karad's bdae soon.

OMG ii skipped BBFin lectures tdaes again ;(
ii f0rgot t bring mine f0ne outs nd when ii went backs t take it ii was like real late alr.
so ii decided t skip that lecture nd go sch0ol later.
slept for another h0ur or smth nd was even more tired ><~
ii reali hate sch0ol sia ; making me so shagged nd w0rst still, those EYEBAGs.

ended sch0ol early cos GUID lecture was cancelled.
so that means ii 0nly go sch0ol for one leture nd it's over ..
j0y's mum came nd drive us back t her h0use after sch0ol ; SO PAISEH CAN.
ii l0ve j0y's dog can .. super guai d ND so lazy(dunoes why like t lick mine leg =.-x)
ate t0m yum b0wl n0odles at her h0use cos ii was freakg hungry!
didn't eat since m0rn nd it was alr like 1pm .. yeah
nicole didn't reply me so ii reck0nd she's still asleep so we decided t c0r her.
nd we were right ; she's still sleepg but w0ke up nd answered at d sec0nd call (:
slacked at j0y's h0use awhile more bf0r headg 0uts ..

t0ok bus t Tampines interchange nd changed bus t Yishun t take train t Yio Chu Kang.
how LONG nd MAFAN t reach nicole h0use yeahh ..
lucky d rain st0pped when we reachd (:
went up her h0use nd slacked.
baby ; nicole's mum ; jz .. were stil asleep then
when baby w0ke up me nd j0y were like "SO CUTE!" ..
nd we had fun playg w her alrights.
she is, surprisingly, so guai .. according t nicole
but she didn't cry or anything nd that's so GOOD ..
nd she didn't fidget much when she was sitting on our legs ; KE AI CAN.
we t0ok pics w her nd keep carrying her ; OMG ii want t bring her back.
llols XD
her eyes is SO BIG can .. nd her pupil is SUPER big(no need t wear big eye contact)
nicole tried curling big curls for me but t no avail, think mine hair t0o sh0rt ><`
washed mine hair nd we headed off t MS leaving baby ;((
but iim happy alrights! baby is so so so SUPER cutes <33
joy joy! we go her house someday again alrights? th0ugh d j0urney is l0ng but it's w0rth it!

me nd joy were hungry nd nicole hadn't eat for d whole day.
decided t eat Cafe Cartel d first thing we reach MS (:
couldn't finish 0ur f0od cos d servings were t0o large ..
sh0pped ar0und for j0y's bro's bdae present but instead we sh0pped f0r 0urs ; LOLs.
went t0psh0p ; zara ; puma etc ..
ii actuali like a top from ZARA but d t0p material is like TOO THIN ;(
if it's thicker ii'l SURE buy!
walked ar0und nd then headed h0me .. (:

karad's bdae celebration tml (: !
g0na eat at gl0betrotters ..
meetg up w peiis after sch0ol bf0rhand t buy his cake.
keep g0ind 0uts sia .. need t hand up two CMSK stuffs on wed ;(
t0o tired t do now nd tml going outs!
h0pe ii can c0mplete by tml baa ; wish me luck man!
ii hate sch0ol .. ;( ii d0nt like w0rk t0os.
TOO BAD!

AH iim so freakg tired ; ii need sleep badly.
shall upload d pics post them nd iim 0ff!

joy's house.

damn stupid ; lols.

bus st0p g0ing t tampines ; JUST LOOK AT THOSE EYEBAGS ><`

at yishun station going t yio chu kang.

in nic0le's h0use ; YAY take pic w jolin .. llols.

ii LOVE baby en xi :D

jocelyn nd baby ; bb always have that l0ok.

that's realli big eye!

kawaii desu ne!

on stroller

ii <3 baby.

she l0ve her t0os.

ii l0ve this pic!

nicole nd jocelyn.

adels nd nicole.

them again.

l0ok damn old w curled hair ..

f0od.

drinks.

snapped. but ii kinda like

ii think ii l0ok v town like this.

me nd nicole

ii l0ve this picture ; TOTALLY (:

2006-11-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

tiring week!
skipped sch0ol on mon cos it's all lectures nd iim freakg tired.
head feelg damn heavy so decided not t go ><`
had CDS on wed but it wasn't that bad ; guess what, CG's same class as me!
LOL such a coincidence ehs ..
unexpected but c0ol ~ llols XD

met up w nicole nd peiis last min at t0a pay0h central.
DAMN sia ; didn't charge mine fone nd it went flat when ii reachd interchange.
lucky ii alr t0ld nic0le d meeting place ; if not we'l not meet dao unless fated.
llols XD
chatted at m0s burger while waitg for peiis ..
pr0ceeded t l0ng j0hn for dinner nd we c0ndemned guys then.
hurs
met peiis al0ng d way t interchange t meet her ..
sh0cked ; saw al0t of BHSS pepo ah! ><`
that reminded me .. ii saw kian l0ong nd kok wei at TP!
b0ught c0ntact lenses for ariel nd DAMN, d person is persistent in n0t lettg me buy!
they insist on scanning d c0rnea nd we faked it .. haa ;Xx
slacked at interchange nd talked ; t0ok l0ads of pics (:
like d usual yaa ..

long day ydae nd was shagged.
was asked t help t go w0rk cos c0lleague was sick.
being a nice girl, seeing zi han w0rkg al0ne full shift ; ii decided t help.
skipping a lesson tdaes t go w0rk w her(:
if zi han ner do cl0sing tdaes then ii pr0bably w0nt go work ba.
hurs (x

went f0r morn lab lesson cos ii felt that it's imp0rtant ..
nd it is, 3/4 important ; so ii didn't regret going (:
passed ariel her c0ntact lenses nd went 0ff t w0rk ..
didn't get MC cos it's c0unted as only skipping 0ne lesson.
next time if ii really wanna skip ; it'd b wh0le day, so that's when ii sh0uld get MC
(: clever ba! haha

w0rk's tiring but FUN!
zi han was t0tally CRAZY ; damn high man.
she kept laughing nd we kept laming .. llols XD
fun w0rkg w her w/o brenda.
nd we two were damn bad ; keep speak ill of brenda ;Xx
llols, mayb that's why she's sick. haa
there's pushcart arnd MacDonald area ; a newbie tendg d pushcart.
she v ke lian ; same age as me th0ugh ; had t stand all day, no chair t sit!
><` xin fu d US got t slack nd play nd sit down in d sh0p.
nd we ate at counter tdaes .. LOLS ;Xx
slacked slacked nd slacked ..
had fun nd bad customers (: ii l0ve those funny customers
reali make mine day better nd easy time there man.
cl0sing was n0t bad nd we headed h0me (x
anw pepo, ii got mine disc0unt card alr .. want anithing? TELL ME!
haha XD

ii like this pic ; especially mine hair :D

peiis nd nicole (:

me nd nicole .. big eye nd grey+big eye

big eyes?

怒

乐

BIG ; BIG ; act small eyes XD

see that ultra MINI TOU? haha ; no joke!

during break between lectures(ii like mine fringe XD)

me ; j0y ; pam

mine fat face nd her rebonded hair ; nd ii l0ve mine grey eyes :D

me ; sijie ; joy! d irksome THREE .. hoho XD

anw ii alr decided what ii wanna get after ii get pay ..
have been planning for a LONG LONG TIME ~~ haha
those stuffs on mine wishlist? YUPS :D!
t0ok pictures of those ii b0ught nd th0se ii wanna get (:

1. bags ii bought at spree [ordered]

joy had this ; but ii like it! nicole b0ught it too (:

simple,(can bring t sch0ol).
both onli cost me 58 bucks ; DIRT CHEAP(like what mine cousin says XD)

2. mascara [going t buy]
getting either one of those ; if ii have $ left .. ii will get d one below (:

ii l0ve this mascara ; reali nice t use for me(:

3. white heels [going t order]

nice right ; damn sweet. dunoes suit me anot but heck!

4. GUESS perfume [going t buy from ariel]

been eyeing it since peii's bdae nd finally got d $ t purchase it! nd thanks ariel :D

this is d 王子公主 necklaces ii'v always wanted since d first time ii visited maple syrup.
BUT it's far too expensive for 2 lil' things.
ii reali l0ve it but t0o bad ; it's not w0rth d buy (:
but if ani0ne's willing t buy it f0r me .. ii d0nt mind! haha ;Xx

2006-10-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

another week passed(:
last day of work for d week ..
nice slackg w zi han nd GOSH, we sold a kitty fone which cost $788!
HURRAY t our commission! LOLs
there were only two of us till 6pm nd it's not so bad ..
we t0ok photos but SUCK, mine hair SUCK t de core.
ii realli need a haircut soon ; probably tml or tues.
but she's PRETTY k, nd DAMN SMALL FACE XD
met some stupid customers tdae nd ii totally HATE.
those w black face nd who complains bout d sh0p ; GO AWAY ~
nd f*** that clara who say "we come back nd buy when d other girl is here"
one way or another .. ii d0nt reali like that colleague of mine mayb 1o%
duhs

all lectures tml .. damn sians ;(
dunoes if g0ing 0uts after sch0ol.
DUMB j0y ; if we going outs then ask han along k!
nd next m0n is nicole's h0use day XD

tired ah tired ~
need sleep s0on .. ii detest sch0ol totally ;( !

ii t0ld uu mine hair SUCKED. (wah lau she so thin TT.TT)

that kitty sh0p

a lil' diff side

cam wh0re!

2006-10-29T01:38:00.000+08:00

work tdaes w jocelyn's cousin(han) nd colleague.
NOT THAT BAD (:
han's PRETTY nd THIN can! just like jocelyn.
uu two better dont sae uu all r fat HUH! llols XD
time passes fast as usual nd slackerish (:
nicole came in like for arnd 1omins?
but she left cos there were like too many customer ..
ii didn't get d chance t go talk t her or serve her ;/
urps.
iim sorry ; anyway ii h0pe uu r seriously fine (:
meet up w uu soon alrights?
<3s!

tml g0na open d sh0p for d first time ..
w0rkg onli w han cos that colleague got half day off.
know what that means?
WE CAN SLACK all d way till she returns :D
haha .. bad bad~

returned home nd there's this SMALL party for mine bro's bdae.
ii ate l0ads of nuggets ; fishballs ; sausages ; duck meat despite being sick.
nd ii ate a few pieces of chocolate cakes too.
ii swear mine illness is gona worsen tml ;(
was hungry cos ii hadn't eat for d whole day ..
well well ~

ehh ii got nothing much t blog alr! llols
update more when iim on sh0ppg spree XD
nd ii LOVE ariel ; she's selling me GUESS perfume for onli 6obucks!

that's mine big eye contact ; see d diff? first pic w it nd second w/o (:

pardon d ugly me but these r pics of me w d contacts. ii noe ii need a haircut BADLY

friends nd relatives w mine bro(d kids)

mine bro. (need some diet like me! but hell, that chocolate cake is NICE!)

2006-10-27T12:07:00.000+08:00

it's 12pm in d aftern0on nd ii hardly get t sleep til so late during sch0ol days.
m still feelg a wee bit tired despite sleeping at 12:3oam ydae.

he sms-ed nd ii just replied thanks for his rest well.
no idea why he called a few minutes after but only talked for a while nd hung up.
damn him ehs.
he said 'princess ah ; sick jiu like wanna die .. ner even go online'
DUHS ~
d fact is ii did just that he wasn't online when ii was online.
nd ii d0nt kn0w why ii must b 0nline ..
c0ntinued t sleep after hung up but he called at 1plus agains.
d0nt know what he wants ..
in d end chatted w him till 3plus nearg 4 =.-x
seri0usly ii d0nt know if he knew what he was d0ing ..
iim indeed happy he did b0thered b0uts me.
but what was d reas0n f0r d sec0nd call .. nermind iim being fan jian agains
thanks for being lame,
askg for mine acc no. t transfer $ t me when ii said ii had no $ t see doc.
ii knew why ii used that guy because uu didn't have time for me in d morn nd aftern0on
uu didn't realise it until ydae that mayb it's because it's like that.
but ii d0nt need ur s0rry cos ur reas0n was n0t d 0ne ii expected.
it has n0thing t do w a sick man or s0me0ne who's not sick.
but iim s0rry that he caused uu t be angry .. nd b0uts ex-CG
ii d0nt like d fact he saes when he sees me he'l b reminded him 0f d tw0 guys.
UGHS ><`
nermind, whatever laa .. t0o much things alr

sch0ol laters g0na prepare real s0on.
ii just hate c0ugh nd sneezing laa .. ><`
l0okg f0rward t c0llecting mine c0ntact lenses!!

ii'v been sneezing like nobody's business recently ..
does it mean that ii was being missed? or someone just talked behind mine back?
HELL NO ii suppose, iim just sick.
hurs

ii'v been into this f0r a long time ...

2006-10-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

damn it alrights .. iim SICK ;( !
keep coughing nd sneezing, DAMN XIN KU CAN ><`
nd DAMN ; ii just sneezed a couple of times again.

had break w lichuan ; ariel ; joy ; sijie ; pam ; roy ; hh ; shawn tdaes.
went lab after lunch nd we girls just browsed through d sprees ..
THERE'S ALOT OF CLOTHES WE WANNA BUY CAN!
nd why r d m0dels so thin nd why cant they have cl0thes which r slightly BIGGER ><`
think for fatter pepo like ME ;(
we need t l0ok GOOD toos .. haa, 0kays iim startg t crap.

lesson tml at 3 - 6 .. 3 h0urs STRAIGHT(lab&&tut)
oh man~ ii SO dont feel like going alrights.
plus being sick makes me even lazier nd HATE going t sch0ol MORE ;(
nermind ii shall just bear w it ..
c0llecting mine contact lenses tml !
that's something t await for (:

weekends c0ming real soon .. rest? so NOT!
p0or/sick me still got work ;(
ii really h0pe time passes fast so ii can get h0me nd rest ..
ii so HATE w0rkg but ii need d MONEY$$ !!

met up w sarina after sch0ol at Junction 8 t buy mine younger bro's bday pressie.
seri0usly, it's d first time ii actually b0ught im s0mething on his bday.
but well, at least ii b0thered this time .. thanks t him wh0 reminded me
went acti0n city nd c0mics c0llection t hunt for his present ..
d Naruto Headband Protector he wanted is SOLD OUT!
being a NICE sister, ii b0ught him 0ther stuffs instead.
b0ught invitation cards f0r him t invite his friends 0ver t 0ur h0use on sat.
d FOX at Junction 8 is having s0me kinda sales?
but what is more attracting is ; jeans(long&&3/4) selling at only 29bucks.
clearance sales ii think but it's stil w0rth d buy (:
walked ar0und awhile nd we headed h0me ..

that Bleach Squad 11 watch ; Naruto wallet w Konoha sign on it ; Naruto handphone pouch ..

2006-10-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

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LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS ;(

slacked for d whole day like usual when ii stay home.
went Toa Payoh Central w mine mum t get BLACK hair dye nd contact lenses.
mentioned about coloured nd big eye contact lens t mine mum on bus ..
it was a shield for me ; ii wanted her t get me a pair of either those! LOLS
nd t mine surprise, she agreed !
HOHOs
ii love mine mum sometimes XD

went fetch mine bro from tuition then proceeded t optical sh0p.
actuali wasn't sure whether t get coloured contacts or big eye one ..
couldn't decide which t get cos scared d coloured one dont suit me ; but both interests me.
mine mum actuali all0wed me t get BOTH big-eye nd coloured contacts ; HOW NICE :D
d lady was nice enough t let me try on all those iim interested in (:
ii tried on FRESHKON ones .. grey ; big-eye ; brown
d brand IGEL ones .. mystical black(big eye) ; 2 colour mix (grey+big eye effect)
IGEL mystical black one l0oks fake whereas FRESHKON big-eye one's more natural (:
but ii LOVE IGEL's 2 colour-mix one .. it l0oks nice nd natural
nd BEST of it is ; it's d combination of what ii wanted ; grey coloured + big eye ..
ordered only one pair t try but haven't got it cos they have no stock.
will get it on friday (: !

next st0p was WATSONs t get mine black dye (:
actuali wanted t buy brown one ; d new LUCIDOL nicole mentioned.
BUT THAT AUNTIE WAS A WET BLANKET! (- -
she said ; ur hair 3 - 4 colour dye le later also got a few colour.
that made me change mine mind nd stick back t BLACK .. so turn off (- -
actuali wanted t pay for it mineself but mine mum initiated when ii hadn't say anything ..
MINE MUM IS SO GOOD TDAES(:

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slept at only 3plus ydae ;(
feelg shagged nd freakg tired .. adding on t that it's all lectures for d day!
had a sumptuous breakfast at mensa nd we polished it off not takg long .. SO FULL ehs

chicken ch0p ; mushr0om s0up ; drink.

before nd after ..
t0ok a picture in d t0ilet but damn ; think ii l0ok damn pale nd SHUI ZHONG(水肿)

see ; zi lian again!

brought jocelyn t mine house area t soft rebond her hair.
wanted t go kimage nd cut mine hair nd soft rebond her hair ..
BUT DAMN! ;(
mine stylist ain't free laa .. she's b0oked till 8:3oPM
ii think ii'l just have t cut mine hair some other days .. nd mine hair is like so BLACK
acc0mpanied j0celyn all d while when she s0ft reb0nded her hair ; her hair really ALOT sia.
t0ok a pic she said like ANGEL like that(- - haha

she came 0ver t mine h0use bfor meeting anita nd grace for movie at PS (:
ii didn't go cos ii was too TIRED nd LAZY .. hehs
c0oked chicken wings mine mum marinated, YUMMY :D
nd SBL her ; when ii was busy c0okg d chicken wings, she cam-wh0red w mine f0ne!
shall p0st a FEW ~~ hoho

nice k!

nicole bought her big eye contacts finally ..
she t0ok a l0ng time but at least manage t put in one side of it nd take it 0uts.
can wear 0uts tgether s0metime(:

h0ls tml .. SO DAMN GREAT
m feelg so damn tired nd shagged now ;(
need sleep like so desperately!
well, iim off!

2006-10-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

was awaken by sandi's sms telling me that timetable's out.
w0ke up nd checked nd t mine surprise ..
ME ; JOY ; SIJIE ; PAM ; LI CHUAN r in d same class XD
that's like SUPER g0od.
nd we got what we ch0ose for everything ..
had same CDS as joy but different class ; but stephanie's same as mine! :D
lucky lucky ~

went for briefg in d aftern0on.
met up w ph0ebe t take bus t sch0ol tgether.
it's been l0ng since ii last travelled such a l0ng distance in bus.
lucky there's ph0ebe nd we chatted so time passes fast.
reached sch0ol nd c0llected d c0okies ii b0ught fr0m junie.
went f0r d b0ring briefg w joy ; sijie ; pam.
ii didn't hear what they say actually .. was busy talkg t all of them ;Xx
saw l0ads of friends nd ii l0ve ariel's hair!

went 0uts w j0y after briefg.
actually wanted t g0 MS but decided t dr0p at PS.
went DAISO nd b0ught mine double eyelid sticker ..
walked ar0und nd t0ok pictures in t0ilet.
time was up nd we went bugis t meet j0celyn's friends ; grace . michelle . anita
sh0pped ar0und w them nd they'r fun t be with .. very crappy(:
they b0ught heels ; t0ps ; earrings .. ii had a pair of earrings t0o
had dinner at s0me cafe at bugis street, f0od still n0t that bad.
sh0pped ar0und s0mem0re nd we all went 0ff ..

me ; pam ; joy in TP toilet (:

me n jiefang at TP bus stop(: [taken w her 3.2 mega pix f0ne .. llols]

me nd j0y in bus 518 t t0wn

in PS toilet

SKINNY!

FATTY!

theft!

h0w dumb! haa

she 0nly has eyes for mine c0okies ><`

she just have t snap me ..

michelle nd me(:

anita nd her

nd again =.-x

we all didn't finish 0ur spaghetti nd anita left d m0st!

grace nd her

cam-wh0red.

ii l0ve mine hair here XD

iim glad his nephew's 0kays alr ..
nd iim happy that uu said uu didn't like/love or even hao gan any0ne of d girls bfor.
iim sorry for that matter ; making uu dislike ex-CG.
ii never did meant anything.
ii paid back, w mine tears, but uu never know.

2006-10-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

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it's first day of work tdaes.
wasn't reali l0okg f0rward t it ..
like who would l0ok f0rward t w0rk, seriously.
waited 15mins+ f0r d person bfor she arrive(- -

ii think she th0ught ii w0uld b w0rkg there for like long term? but NOT.
iim not a WORK person but rather a SLACK person.
iim even lazy t play, seriously.
no matter h0w appealing it is, when iim lazy, ii w0nt b tempted.
mayb it's g0od in a way ; ii d0nt spend so much 0uts.
aniwae back t the t0pic.
why ii th0ught she th0ught ii w0uld b w0rkg there f0r long term?
she kept telling me ..
if festive season then need 3 pepo ; w0rkg h0urs may b from 11 -9 .. blahblah
but in mine head was ; iim just a part-timer ;/
so she taught me h0w t use d cash register on fri alr ..
nd tdaes she familiarise me w the pr0ducts ; seri0usly only a few got into mine head.
ii had t wakie earli m0rn nd no m0od t work laaa ..
an0ther thing is there's TOO MUCH STUFF.
was t0ld ii w0uld have a disc0unt card of d sh0p which entitles me t a 1o% discount.
but then again, reali it's n0t much.
aniwae, nicole if iim still w0rkg nd uu wanna get stuffs .. can c0me t me?
s0rry cant help uu get d j0b ; cause if uu can w0rk b0th weekends they'd want.
but 11 - 6 ain't l0ng if uu d0nt mind can rec0nsider agains(:

w0rking there is n0t that bad actuali ..
but d bad thing is iim n0t reali familiar w the stuffs nd all yet.
so ii cant serve the customers well ;overall .. it's nice
c0s there's all these CUTESY kids running in w their RICHmums/dads.
nd they r all FREAKG RICH ; like even their young kids went for manicure? DUHS!
d0ting on their child/children, they'll just buy at least 0ne item(:
t0urists from korea ; japan ; china c0uld be seen.
no pun intended but d korea pepo ii met tdaes r nice nd b0ught stuffs up t 1oobucks ..
having cutesy babies/children ar0und nd cr0wd at times, time aint that bad t pass.
s0on it's 5plus nd nearing time t leave for home(:
ii l0ve home nd ii reali do.
slackg is 0kays for me .. there's no need t go out sometimes
iim c0ntented w mine life being slackerish.

mine mum asked me n0t t w0rk during sch0ol but ii see h0w baa.
cant b s0 irresp0nsible also, mayb if ii really feel exhausted ii think ii'l quit.
any0ne wanna get d j0b? they'r in need of people
4bucks per h0ur adding c0mmission when sales hit $6oo ; part-timers.
uu can apply f0r full-time iim n0t very sure also.
ii think they want people t w0rk during weekends baa (b0th sat&sun)
seriously it's n0t hard t hit 6oobucks on weekends?
ii heard from mine colleagues regular customers come every week nd they buy.
so it's not that bad yeah? (:
aniwae if ani0ne is interested just inf0rm me yeahs.

w0rk tml agains.
seriously n0t really l0okg f0rward agains but bo bian.
peiis nd dee end w0rk at 6pm tml t0os(:
that's s0mething ii l0ok f0rward t ..
mayb dinner/slack w them then h0me? yups.
ii yearn f0r h0me even m0re after w0rk, really.

damn.
recently have always been sh0cked by d ringing of mine handph0ne.
seri0usly ii expect no one t sms me alr ..
d sudden ringing just makes me jump everytime ; esp in d middle of d night.
ii realli appreciate uu f0r sendg me night message every night but actuali mayb n0t is a g0od ch0ice?
yups.

ii even think of him early in d morn ; ii think iim mad.
didn't uu realise .. uu just left me hanging there

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decided t try nd take bus 56 t work ..
th0ught ii reachd lates but who noes mine colleague was even later ><`
so ii decided t take bus everytime t w0rk instead of taking bus t interchange then train
it'l save a lil' m0ney since ii will have bus c0ncessi0n when sch0ol starts.

w0rk's tiring as usual ..
frequent cr0wds came in nd that's g0od laa.
like ii say, time passes fast like thats.
there's a few cutesy stuffs ii f0und 0uts ydae ..
ice cube maker in d shape of kitty ; mel0dy&kitty pencil b0x w a small cutesy tail bhind(high 0n demand) ; kitty cup which can c0ntain h0t water t 8odegrees(high on demand) ; mel0dy s0fttoy which a k0rean b0ught ; m0uld for making cake w kitty's face nd heart shape ; twinstar passport h0lder ; etc.

met up w dee nd peiis after w0rk.
we 3 were shagged l0okg laa .. esp peiis ; specs spoil le nd hair(thanks t her mum)
sandi is very irks0me like d usual!
she had a ball0on filled w helium then when uu c0nsume, ur v0ice will change t bec0me damn CUTESY one.
nd she did it ; SO IRKSOME laa .. but damn funny.
nd she had t swallow all d helium when there's only little left ; SHOU BU LIAOS ><`
like d usual gian peng her .. this also must leh!
had dinner at f0odc0urt then headed h0me.

watchd naruto w mine bro nd all ..
was t0o tired so went t sleep nd asked him t off d c0m nd all.
saw j0celyn's call but when ii wanna pick up she alr hanged down or s0mething ; ii think it's like that?
but after that ii fell asleep agains .. hoho

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was thinkg bfor ii fell asleep ydae.
g0na treat mine grandparents t dim sum at Thomsom Plaza when ii get mine pay.
even asked mine mum r0ughly d price of eatg there ..
was supp0se t treat them last time when ii was w0rkg, but ii didn't.
so now .. it's a MUST

it's first day 0f sch0ol for him tdaes .. sent him a message nd he did reply.
seri0usly w0nder h0w's his back alr, h0pe it's fine.

mine br0 have no sch0ol till thurs c0s of PSLE marking, SO DAMN GOOD.
iim t supervise him in d0ing some chinese assessment laters.
BOOO

d0nt intend t go outs cos iim broke nd just got menses ydae.
chocs is help for this period of time(:
shall slack nd slack nd slack like there's no tomorrow, since sch0ol is startg.
ok let's not mention anim0re ..

oh ya oh ya.
ii just remembered nd sent SMS t him.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISHENG (: !
although uu w0nt see this .. haa

P.S : SORRY f0r d LONG nd WORDY post.

2006-10-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

CG is SUPER CUTEs alrights.
drinkg nd eatg peanuts ; scratching stomach ; talkg crap online ; chiong anime.
haa xD
it's been l0ng since ii last chatted w him .. he's g0t a d0g recently
hmm.. not him, his sis.
but seems like he's d 0ne taking care of it nd all ..
ii can t0tally see he's damn c0ncerned b0uts d d0g ; like SO HAO.
but d d0g keeps barkg non-st0p making him pek chek .. llols
oh nd d super CUTE thing is ; d d0g st0pped barkg when he said he's g0na go sleep.
mayb it's pure c0incidence but that's cutes (:

went outs w sandi tdaes.
went United Square t ask b0uts d kitty j0b, think sh0uld b w0nt get it.
slacked at gl0betrotters for an h0ur f0r peii's break t end ..
saw evelyn there ; her hair sh0cked me laa.
pr0ceeded t j8 but b0th d t0p ii want cant b f0und at gi0rdano nd f0x.
kinda turn off so we just rand0mly sh0pped ar0und ..
pr0ceeded t t0apay0h nd ii b0ught d l0ng sleeve black t0p instead of d f0x one.
acc0mpanied dee t wats0ns nd headed h0me.

ii g0t so many WANTs now.
t get mine hair cut.
t get d bags ii ordered w nicole nd jocelyn.
t get new mascara.
t get double eyelid sticker at DAISO.
think that's ab0ut all ..
mine expenditure for next m0nth will b high alr.
getting a haircut ; making new c0ntact lenses ; buying bus c0ncessi0n.
pr0bably ar0und 15o+ n0t even including all0wance mine mum have t give ..
need t be thrifty nd save up.

haven't g0t mine timetable yets ..
ii reali h0pe ii get into ENC nd n0t ECT like what mine ch0ice was.
nd get into same class w s0me0ne ii kn0w.
ii reali h0pe for AT LEAST ONE PERSON ..
that's d reas0n why ii ch0se everything totally d same as j0celyn, h0ping we w0uld be in d same class.
even if we'r n0t in d same class, being in d same CDS also is a c0nsolation.
it's damn sucky t be al0ne in CDS.
this sem ii g0t jiefang t thank f0r nd n0t t f0rget j0lene, qianting nd yanleng.
if n0t f0r them ii'd have n0 friends there yet nd be so damn afraid attendg CDS lessons.
thanks real loads(:
briefg 0n d 19th of 0ct .. so damn lame
ii w0nder what they wanna sae agains.
they always repeat what they sae nd it's s0 damn b0ring.
taking up 0ur time nd letting us go after d n0nsense they said =.-x
having me travel 45mins j0urney just t listen t them crap ; hurs.

sch0ol's starting in a week plus time.
ii w0nder what changes will there b n0w ..
ii t0tally dread sch0ol, ii think n0t 0nly me, everyone is.
we have t0o l0ng h0lidays sudden having that freed0m after that freakg stressful period.
uu w0uld b l0st nd feel too free for ur own g0od.
feelg time passes damn sl0wly nd then it start t pass fast week after an0ther.
then it's time f0r sch0ol agains.
d part we all hate ..
it's n0t reali ab0ut sch0ol but ii just think it's c0s we have slack f0r t0o l0ng.
suddenli taking away that freed0m nd slackness,
just like suddenli taking away all d burdens nd stress away when uu'r so used t it.
but then again, wh0 d0nt want a l0ng h0ls yeah?
like d usual, c0ntradict0ry lies.

iim scared n0t being able t c0pe w sch0ol work.
last sem really drained all mine m0rale.
mine pr0jects are all c0pied fr0m mine friends ..
nd having t say that, ii totally have great friends.
nd ii reali l0ve them (:
ii want t be partially independent next sem, ii still need them w me ..
ii want t be able t do pr0jects on mine own w some help they give.
ii want t understand d m0dules nd n0t b lazy.
ii h0pe ii w0uld b able t do thats ..
at least d0nt let me l0se h0pe like ii did last sem.
having no morale nd m0tivation sucks big time.

iim feelg so tired.
ii just want n0rmal r0utine sleep ..
being able t sleep nd wakie at d time ii want.
till sch0ol starts then let mine cl0ck b adjusted.

ridiculous uu.
uu always left me there during weekends nd come back during weekdays.
sound so pathetic, ain't?
mayb uu dont even realise it ..
whatever it is, ii think ii dont deserve this torture.
th0ugh it's sweet when uu'r nice but cant uu just be freakg consistent?
guy can be faithful to one .. t me ; THANKs.
being contradicting for saying girls are that but except me ..
no such thing?! or maybe there is .. but thanks t0o.
but s0meh0w, ii just d0nt like this.

2006-10-08T01:35:00.000+08:00

ii went jocelyn's house t stay ydae, finally! XD
it was a last minute decision th0ugh.
went over t grandma's h0use for dinner nd th0ught will b able t play candles nd sparkles w mine bro nd c0usin but mine aunt bringing them t bishan park insteand nd mine bro is staying over at mine cousin's house ;(
so ii didn't get t play w them in d end ..

was feelg so freakg sian.
ii th0ught there'd b at least mine bro t acc me thr0ugh d night but he's away.
so ii th0ught of g0ing t j0celyn's h0use ..
at least there's a c0mpanion (:
ii was actuali n0t sure whether t go cos it's damn far but was DAMN tempted.
cabbed over at ar0und 1oplus ..
d weather was DAMN DAMN DAMN BAD =.-x
she h0pped on d cab nd we went katong t buy candles nd all.
no sparkles so mine motivation t play was like LESSER!
b0ught ch0cs nd alcohol(:

t0ok bus backs t her h0use nd realise yawen, her bro's gf, was there toos.
kinda happy laa (x
c0s one m0re person t havoc w us.
hahas
nd ii l0ve j0celyn's d0g!!
iim like SO DAMN AFRAID of d0gs but 0nli hers ii dared t t0uch.
it's so obedient nd CUTES xD
yawen was nice en0ugh t help us do facial stuffs ..
j0celyn's 0ne XIN FU girl alrights.
always have yawen t do all these nd being her makeup artist ; haa.
t0ok l0ads of stupid pics nd had fun (:
curled mine hair for them t see nd ii reali had difficulty managing mine left.
d hair 0n d left was in a mess while those on d right were nice.
me nd yawen b0th were 女人我最大 fans ; it's a MUST watch sh0w.
llols XD
that sh0w reali made people spend m0ney ehhs ..
me nd j0y ended up n0t playing candles nd n0t drinkg.
just slacked nd went t sleep(:

it's nice ; c0s ii managed t fall asleep but HELL .. ii w0ke up earli
b0 bian .. ii think it's just like that ;/
seeing j0y still sleepg but ii cant sleep nd d0nt kn0w what t do.
so ii just sit ar0und nd lie ar0und.
j0y w0ke up cos she saw me sitting ar0und d0ing n0thing .. llols
watched s0me tv nd her bro&yawen is nice en0ugh t pack kfc f0r us *YUM!
been l0ng since ii ate that t0os (x
bathed nd put on make up ready t go outs, t0ok a l0ng time preparing.
we b0th have d0uble eyelid glue on nd it reali w0rks for me.

went t parkway t walk ar0und ; seriously n0thing much.
but d cr0wd just turn me off.
ii hate banging into people nd stuffs?
that's why ii d0nt like g0ing 0uts .. haa
we were so tired nd cabbed down t expo t find michelle, that PRETTY GIRL.
it was a surprise j0y wanna give her :D h0w th0ughtful ehs.
t0ok pics nd developed on d sp0t?
haa .. that's what they were promoting
n0t bad th0ugh ; but ii reali feel damn fat nd ugly between them.
went off nd b0ught some f0od t slack bfor heading h0me nd j0y t town.

so there was mine night ; day ; afternoon w her.
went h0me nd had dinner, rem0ved makeup nd just slept like a pig.
came backs n0w online nd yaa ..

building

playing

nd ii l0st ;(

yay

that 5oobucks Dior sunglasses ; ii emphasize that it's n0t hers. LOL

she just snapped this nd we hide. llols

it's hard breathing like that! but 0ur nose were clean after thats

that cutie

yawen nd j0yy

that's me nd yawen! sorry for d blur-ness.

nd that's yawen nd j0yy

us again

mine hair's curled ; alth0ugh cant really see.

that DAISO mirror.

we were tryg t l0ok CUTEs

we always laugh like mad when taking a picture like this .. haa

SLEEPzz

spastic

..us

at d bus st0p ; l0okg reali stupid but ii swear mine eye's bigger.

pretty them.

see ; she had t change t her newly b0ught tube .. VAINPOT

ii feel utterly sad t be reliant on him agains.
really.. ;(
SIGH

2006-10-06T09:17:00.000+08:00

iim gonna be so dead when sch0ol reopens.
have been having a hard time falling asleep then waking up damn fuckg early again
0nly able t fall asleep at 6 nd waking at 9 or 1o?
uu d0nt kn0w how t0rturous it is ..
><`
if this c0ntinues when sch0ol starts,
ii think ii d0nt even have t sleep at night.
oh nd h0w great is that ..
speaking ab0ut sch0ol ; time-table's n0t 0ut yets.
ii seri0usly h0pe at least there'l be s0me0ne w me.
ii think ii'l die if iim al0ne ..
fuck that ; uu sure make al0t of friends very fast d l0h.
DAMN, it is? so NOT.
so uu think it's easy f0r me but hell NO.
it's so hard t start especially having such fuckg l0w self-esteem.
d0nt say being pretty/hands0me dont help .. it does
iim feelg so utterly pek chek n0w cos iim awake like DAMNit.
iim n0t even not NOT tired ; iim FUCKG TIRED.
just l0ok at d pathetic time ..

ii think ii fell into it again like WHAT-THE-FUCK.
ii start t doubt whether ii really n0e what ii am doing ..
nothing seems t be.
ii just seem plain STUPID t me
ii fuckg hate t live nd fuckg hate d way life goes.
so what if ii noe that's life, nothing gets better.
n0eing s0mething means n0eing n0thing at all ..
d more ii see, d lesser ii noe.
ii learn t seem fine when iim actuali not,
nd ii learn n0t t say anything when s0mething g0es wr0ng.
everything's a facade.
every0ne have their pr0blems .. nd n0 0ne c0uld help except them
d0nt uu kn0w h0w it feels?
everything just cramp up in d head nd w0nt go away ..
they just stay there whether uu want it or n0t.
seri0usly fuck human nature.
people just regret 0nly after realising what they l0st was hella imp0rtant
nd people just repeat their mistakes ; a leopard can ner change its sp0ts.
but we never learn, nd we never will, even when we get hurt.
ii think iim rantg t0o much .. mayb things weren't that bad afterall
ii just h0pe for a day things aint that bad.

still, life goes on ..

2006-10-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

thanks for saying it 'best nd cute' ..
thanks for saying uu'r waitg for me f0r that perfect view.
thanks for saying that uu l0ve me more ; having t b able t do all those.
thanks for saying mine is much better than caiwei's.
thanks for saying iim pretty ..
nd lastly,
thanks for inititating d want t chat on fone.
ii did c0r ; ii reck0nd he'l b kit if ii didn't? .. plus ii wanted a lil' toos
iim just happy t hear his v0ice agains, alth0ugh not f0r l0ng.
ii dont know if this is g0od .. but shall just let things be
seriously thanks t nicole still being supportive no matter what(:
it's what ii really need.
like ii say, mayb it's b g0od/bad ..
but whatever happens ; ii just h0pe things turn 0ut g0od for me either way.
(:

o31oo6

0nly ate a slice of bread w kaya tdaes bfor going outs ;(
POOR ME.
there was n0thing much t eat at h0me ..

went m0vie-ing w j0celyn(:
it was a free 0ne thanks t YAWEN nd HER.
went sh0p for wallet she wanna buy f0r her friend as present but t no avail.
sh0pped ar0und nd ii saw nice t0ps at MANGO ; FOX nd ESPRIT.
but iim t0o br0ke t get them ;(
nice t0ps alright .. sigh
she b0ught fake eyelashes at CINE bfor we go f0r m0vie ; they'r nice yeah.
went f0r m0vie when it's time .. we b0th were slacker-ish, n0t bringing big bags.
b0ught jumbo hotd0g nd a drink ; d h0td0g's reali damn jumbo can.
llols
watched 'YOU,ME & DUPREE' .. quite a funny sh0w
after sh0w just walked ar0und heerens.
acc0mpanied her t wait f0r bus nd ii went off after thats ..
surprisingly, we didn't take ani pic that day.
not even one .. llols XD

ph0ne-d, agains.
n0thing bad happened.
but s0metimes ii just cant help w0ndering what is he trying t do ..
like it'd be s0 damn g0od if ii were t r0ughly kn0w that, nd what he g0nna do.
but whatever, uu did make me smile.
thanks f0r making that eff0rt.

ii kinda like this t0p!

0ne of d earring she gave <3s!

o41oo6

he say iim n0ob w bed hair!
tsk`

outs w peiis ; dee ; nicole
didn't go t nicole's house in d end cos dee's workg last min nd end lates ;(
never get t see baby but nermind, there's still next time!
:D
went peii's w0rk place t acc0mpany her wait f0r dee.
went eat pizza (:
d place SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS alrights.
but we had a FUN nd LAME time there .. w all d laughter
been l0ng since ii met up w peiis nd dee
we ate till DAMN FULL can .. wanna puke le
nd peii who said she's full ate d most, still suggested bens&jerry for dessert
went hello kitty sh0p after meal ..
they'r hiring part-timers .. if it's g0od it's n0t bad t w0rk there afterall?
haa XD
went t0ilet nd t0ok pictures ..
slacked awhile nd went h0me.

ii start t n0t tell uu things ii d0nt kn0w why.
ii just type but delete them in d end ..
there'l b n0e f0ne tdaes c0s no h0use f0ne
mayb it's g0od in a way.
(:

we c0uldn't finish!

d mess we made ..

US (x

nicole nd peiis

me nd dee! we'r IRKSOME

ii swear she asked me t pose like that .. haha XD

2006-09-29T01:53:00.000+08:00

movie todaes :D
been SO DAMN LONG since ii went movies ..
watched 'John Tucker Must Die' .. it's a nice show
d guy's not very handsome but ii LOVE it when he dunk or score a 3point
d girl's pretty though .. blue eyes ; NICE(:
HOHOs
basketball just ROCK :D

ate fruits t quench out thirst bfor going into the cinema.
bought nachos nd ice lemon tea nd a cheesy hotdog (:
we polished it off even bfor the show starts .. llols
THAT JOCELYN LAUGH DAMN LOUD CAN!
like d usual her .. but so paiseh for me S:
haha
there's this group of sec sch0ol girls bouncing hard on d seats after d show
damn stupid alrights? ;/
nd the people beside us just dont wanna stand up nd we cant leave.
shou bu liaos man ..
we cam-wh0red in t0ilet as usual after m0vie :D
went SaSa nd b0ught the d0uble eyelid glue .. then returned home(:

something's wrong with messenger .. me nd jocelyn cant send files t each other
we just cant st0p cam-wh0ring even home
haa XD
webcam-ed nd t0ok a few screensh0t ..
webcam-ed with nicole nd BABY en xi :D
baby grow up le .. nd getting MORE nd MORE CUTES ! <33
ii screensh0t them toos .. LOLs

always taking candid sh0t of ME ><`

ACT CUTEs

mirror reflection! (:

stop snapping! ii know uu love ur hair ..

can ii say this again? ii just LOVE mine earring .. haa :D

see .. she did that agains!

finally a decent one!

pouting's our forte? haa

something ugly ..

sandii ; ii insist that ii l0ok hip hop! LOLs

we actuali l0oked into our own cameras XD

ehh .. ii think ii l0ok v plain?

d cam-whores.

DA YAN JING (hey hey hey hey ba la ba ba ~!!) *gosh im becoming more irksome!

CUTE CUTE BB nd MUM!

last but not least ; ME xD

d0nt just l0ok at d surface ..

2006-09-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

yeah ; ii went outs like finally.
ii think this is weird but me ; nicole ; jocelyn went outs tgether!
hahas xD
two MNs l0hhs .. OMG
how zi bei t go outs w them.
they'v been saeing their head bigger ; legs fatter.
什么屁股啦！ duhhhh ~
w me around, uu both ones r like SUPER THIN OKAYS .. nd HEAD SMALLER TOOS!
llols
sh0u bu liaos uu two l0hh.

br0ught nicole t have a fringe cut at kimage.
ii'v been bringing business for them ..
askg mine cousins ; sandii nd now nicole t have haircut there.
hahas XD
met up w jocelyn at orchard ..
nd we realised when there's security,
there's not a single soul askg for donations at orchard control station.
llols ; they prevent terrorists AND pepo askg for donations!
haa ;Xx

had lunch/dinner at nicole's favourite mos burger .. llols
walked around taka findg for photo album nicole wanted.
nd d weird thing we realise was, after we ate, most of d shops like CLOSED!
taka departmental store ; f0od fare were closed.
we went heeren .. most of d sh0ps is either not there or closed.
so isit us or isit just plain coincidence ..
but whatever ; so we decided t proceed t PS.
walked around nd went t precious thots ..
they sell nice photo albums BUT it's far too expensive.
89.9o or something? but it's REAL nice.
came across this new sh0p which sells stuffs for uu t DIY ur photo album.
browsed through a few samples nd they were like FREAKG NICE!
all agreed that if a guy did it for us ; sure t be DAMN TOUCHED.
haha xD

went t this sh0p nicole mentioned that IMM also has.
we were like browsing through d stuffs nd realise there's no price tag.
saw this board that says something like everything for 2bucks?
we weren't sure so we just took something nd asked d sales girl.
nd WTH ; it's 2 for everything! llols
ii think we stayed in d sh0p for like DAMN long ..
in d end b0ught sp0nge ; mirrorS ; f0undation ; etc.
okay uu see.. foundation for TWO bucks?
SO DAMN CHEAP alrights .. nd it's super easy t apply
can ask nicole nd jocelyn if it's g0od nd get it(:
being at PS d one thing that's a MUST is ; take pictures in d toilet.
so we went .. LOLS
had some jing dian pictures nd some ugly ones ; as usual.
had a drink at f0odc0urt nd chatted then proceeded home alr(:

P.S: jocelyn off-day we go nicole house curl hair! haha XD

ii think iim done w the talkg .. pictures now :D

d stuffs!

she kept tou pai nicole!

this is super stupid but whatever! lols

snapped.

jocelyn.

nicole.

d MEI NUs :D

ii think it's too bad t sae out so let's keep it as our inside joke :D

reflections :D

nicole damn cutes lo!

US (:

she love nicole's fone t bits! lols

healthy eatg! haha XD

pardon d very fat me, PLEASE.

last pic of d day! we LOVE her curls :D

2006-09-24T07:16:00.000+08:00

DAMN.
just l0ok at d time ..
WHAT THE FUCK ; freakg 7am?
why m ii awake so EARLY in d morn ..
it's either ii go tanning or ii tonned last night but freakg hell NO!
damn it's t0rturous not being able t sleep.
ii finally experience what f0ngs said ; uu even see sunrise when uu d0nt even want t.
damn damn DAMN.!
UGHs
decided that ii sh0uld not c0ntinue tryg t get t sleep nd c0me online ..
maybe ii will just have a g0od one someday.
even a g0od night sleep is sh0rtlived .. hurs

haven been going aniwhere ; no LIFE.
been r0ttg at home like iim just in mine lil' own world.
onli c0ntactg pepo thru d virtual w0rld ..
butt getting bigger ; more fats bulging outs.
damn =.-x

thanks t nicole ii got a WEE bit of entertainment at home ..
nd that's sh0pping online.
iim always so freakg tempted when ii see those CUTESY/NICEY stuffs.
b0ught two of them like haa .. g0na b br0ke agains.
that's d reason ii stay h0me man.
iim lazy alr nd d fact that iim broke make me give up d thought of going outs.
seriously.
iim s0 free t the extent that ii can clear mine picture f0lders f0r free space ..
going thru one by one nd deleting th0se unwanted ones.
nd ii realise ii have LOADs of rubbish ; over a thousand.
removed some sch0ol programs t make mine c0m less laggy ..

even neopets games r getting b0ring ..
s0ngs on mine com, ii get sick of.
only tv tv nd MORE TV(- -
d0nt kn0w what else t do ..

sometimes memories are of NO USE ; too much, too much of it ..

2006-09-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

mine small toe stil hurts ;(
went jogging in d afternoon.
returned earlier cos mine toe hurts ;/
felt like vomitting when ii got backs home,
think it's cause ii didn't eat anithing or didn't run for too long.

went over t mine grandma house for dinner.
ii always like home-cooked f0od(:
ate l0ts of vegetables nd lil' rice.
mine cousin become damn naughty sia .. tsk`

the cup is not half empty as pessimists say
as far as he's sees nothings left in the cup
a whole cup full of nothing for him to induldge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

2006-09-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINYEE! :D
she w0nt see this so ii shall n0t sae anithing, hurs.

webcam-d agains ; weird but whatever.
he's been ranting bouts exercise, exercise nd STILL EXERCISE.
shit him nd his UNHEALTHY diet =.-x
making me feel so damn sinful nd guilty alrights.
ii will go j0g tml! ><`
MUST MUST MUST~~ (yi ding yao d!)
keep telling me exercise 3omins t 1h0ur per day can maintain.
urps, smpg laaa ..
GOOD LUCK t him for his VERY UNHEALTHY diet.
whatever~

The Used - Noise And Kisses
Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
By sharing these things
I rip my heart out
It's worth my time
Whatever that means...
Hard to see up
My neck feels stiff until I wake up
The orange I choked
And back to my neck
It's worth my time
Whatever that means....so

Share with me
Cause I need it right now
Let me see your insides
Or write me off
Cause I'd rather starve now
If you won't open up

Give it to me
Give me all... whatever you want
It's never been me
To want this much from you
I can see
It tears me up

2006-09-19T02:50:00.000+08:00

talked t sinyee on fone til 6am ydae agains!
fell asleep like straight after hanging up ..
hurs(:

rot at home like the usual, nothing special.
suppose t meet peiis t jog but she's not free ..
nd her mum c0okd dinner, so meeting up for dinner was out too.

have been having this idea for quite some time.
done it like todaes ..
ii think iim plain dumb ; bo liao ; stupid.
but ii just felt like doing it for no particular reason.
thanks t jocelyn who's willing t call me while iim alone(:
walking through that familiar place ..
someh0w ii did h0pe f0r s0mething t happen, but ii didn't.
saw 3 SHUAI guys while walking .. 1 beng th0ugh
gei kiang sia, ii wore heels =.-x
nd mine feet now hurts like F***
ii walked for like 1h0ur half unkn0wingly ..
decided t go home alr cos feet hurts.
ii stil dont know why but ii reali felt like doing that.

no plans for tml agains ..
no idea what t do, iim so sick of having nothing t do.
been growing fats at home ; sucks.
ii wish ii was as determined as him, even if it was just a lie.
BIG SIGH ;/

2006-09-16T01:51:00.000+08:00

fongs ; iim putting this at d front of d post lest uu didn't read mine posts uu see, haa. aniwae ii wanna tell uu is .. not that ii dont wanna tag uu, but ii cant! ii cant scroll down t de part where ii can type words? HMM, isit only me .. aniwae ii hope uu'l b real fine k(: take cares <33

rot at home like d usual.
didn't go jogging w peiis ..
they sendg ritz off at airport.

played some stupid games w mine bro nd he hit mine hand til damn red laa
urps
nd it's pain =.-x
must also 以牙还牙 abit uu see ..
mine younger bro's into bleach laa, cos of scv.
being a nice sis nd having nothing t do online,
ii always let him watch bleach at mine com.
ahh .. nothing t sae
so long~

urps

askd him t take a pic w me nd WTH, he kept watchg bleach!

2006-09-15T02:57:00.000+08:00

ii think iim just one pathetic bitch.
OH WTH =.-x

forget about being unloved nd NOT RICH leadg a sucky life.

ii'v g0t no idea why we still can chat nonchalantly sometimes.
ii d0nt know what's d truth t everything.
nd it sucks, TOTALLY.
ii dont even know what iim tryg t do.
this for a moment nd that another.
knowing everything dont mean uu can apply them when uu face d problems
nd that's what gets me.
f0r fuck sake uu noe all d stuffs when it's hard t apply.
OH GREAT
a listener/advisor have no talent in handling their own stuffs.
nd what right they have t give comments ..
h0w ir0nic.
seri0usly ii d0nt kn0w what ii m h0ping f0r
things r FAR w0rst than before or shud ii sae it w0nt b g0od again.
having that NO RIGHT nd WHO ARE YOU feelg
凭什么在这里撒野
ii have no wish for his words t affect me but ii just cant help it.
ii hate that sometimes g0od nd sometimes bad thingy totally.
ii think ii did nothing t deserve this so worst.
ii simply hate him for being like that ..
sometimes ii wonder if he block+del me would b a g0od ch0ice
but like always, contradictory lies.
ii dont hope for that day t come toos ..

like being 感慨 about life but still having t live on w it.
GIVE ME A BREAK!
sometimes ii reali wonder why that lack of sleep ..
that incident caused me too much misery
or should ii sae, US.
ii dont know what he is going through but god, ii just hope things were better.
uu dont know how much ii blamed mineself ..
not for that matter only but for fallg asleep.
WHAT NORMAL THING but yet WHATTHEFUCK
ii swear things wouldn't turn out so bad for us.
seri0usly, no one, NO ONE understands.
or should ii sae .. they will never understand
nd likewise ..
ii d0nt nd never will understand what others feel, especially him.
so much t sae but ii guess that's enough for now.
pardon me for all these rants.
ii still miss/love him, nd ii do.
scold me ; slap me or whatever.
ii just dont wake up like a stubborn biatch.
life's like that.

what hurts d most, is being so close ..

2006-09-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

nice song pepo (:

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that’s what I was tryin to do...

2006-09-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

after askg a few classmates nd some tellg me ..
they have all passed their modules like me,
nd iim gald for them.
we will jiayous next sem toos (:

j0celyn is off t bangkok t nj0y tdaes!
xin fu sia .. tsktsk`
please take cares nd c0me back in 0ne piece(:
nd n0t t f0rget,
gifts ; imp0rtant uu noe?
LOLs

met up w peiis at TPY f0r lunch tdaes.
ate mee h0on kuay ; been l0ng since ii ate that.
talked nd chatted b0uts l0ads of stuffs(:
walked ar0und nd we b0th b0ught identical cr0wn ear studs.
it was purple ; her fav c0l0ur ehh ..
hurs (:

we tw0 were talkg b0uts time passing fast.
CNY soon eh? LOLs
but xmas first.
nd decided t set it first instead of a last min thing.
nicole isit alright we go ur h0use nd have steamb0at?
hahas
nd we can play w baby enxi too ..
or mayb uu celebratg w ah min ; shuhui ..
(:
c0nfirm when we meet outs alrights.
nd get well s0on t jz ; becareful.
hehs.

ehhs .. mayb j0gging w peiis tml?
YUPs
n0thing much t bl0g b0uts also ..
so long(:

2006-09-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

yeah had a change of blogskin.
kinda sudden but ii LOVE this blogskin ..
cos it's a song ii loveee ~~ <33
empty apartment (:
v meaningful nd nice tune alrights.
afterall, ii love punk`d rock nd it rocks!
haa XD
actuali ii merged two blogskins tgether.
cos d one w this pic wasn't nice ..
nd d one w this layout had a very AHLIAN/BENG pic.
tra la la ; dance or s0mething =.-x
urps
so ii edited it nd d layout toos xD
not bad baa .. llols

alrights ii nearly forget about results day until ii was reminded ydae.
HURS
nd ii was DAMN DAMN DAMN worried laa ..
ii was scared ii w0uld fail C#, n0t even gettg a D.
given d fact that ii onli scored 25.5/5o for term test nd so-so for projs
BUT t mine surprise, ii actuali got a C+!
LOLS
like wth right?
but iim so DAMN GLAD :D
nd of cos, so damn glad that ii managed t pass all (:
ii dont understand why ii would get B+ for DBSY.
it's ALWAYS like that ..
d one ii tot ii would score will b okok 0nli,
d 0ne ii tot ii would score badly is d one ii scored best/g0od.
URPS
but nermind ii shan't c0mplain cos ii PASSED ALL xD

CMSK(Communication Skills) -- B
OPSY(Operating System) -- C+
DSAG(DataStructure & Algorithm) -- C+
OOAD(Object-Oriented Analysis Design) -- C+
DBSY(Database System) -- B+
Colour & Composition -- C

GPA -- 2.66

hahas, mine GPA increased OKAY!
it's 0nli a o.o2 increase but iim stil HAPPY :D
llols.

SLACKD at h0me tdaes again ..
ii d0nt kn0w why iim, again, unable t sleep at nights.
ii t0ok 1h0ur+ t fall asleep nd keep waking up ;/
urps
v sucky feeling alrights.
ii h0pe things will b better ..
ii feel that ii g0t m0re fats oozing outs alr laa! =.-x
ii need t exercise but iim so freakg lazy ..
llols ;/
URPS

H E L P P P PP ~~~

aniwae j0celyn's going bangkok.
girl, pressies ALRIGHT!
ii expect LOADS nd TONNES of them .. LOLs
xD
nj0y loads there k!
have l0ts of fun :D

2006-09-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

rot at home like always.
n0thing much ..

all dark nd TAN! omg

as fair ..

ii d0nt kn0w what's happening ..
ii just h0pe f0r things t be fine.
t0o much tr0uble.
iim tired, real tired ..

2006-09-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

alrights.
since MSN is down then ii shall blog.
went SENTOSA tdaes ..
like ii said ; ii LOVE d SUN xD!
hahas
had a VERY GOOD tan tdaes ..
it didn't rain ; 0kay it did but it's after we left sentosa.
as usual we took TONNES of photos on d way ; w Dcam nd mine fone.
posing stupid pose nd smiling like miss swan
ii think we r MAD GIRLS!

we cant b b0thered w pepo ..
we w0re sunglasses all d way until suntec.
changed plans t going t kbox! :D
had breakfast + lunch + dinner at l0ng j0hn ..
was feelg DAMN HUNGRYYY laa ~
cam wh0res like us will not NOT take pics uu see.
as usual we ook tonnes of pics in kb0x too.
haa XD
but all r in j0y's Dcam ..
shall get it fr0m her nd post it some other time (:

alrights, iim TOO tired!
let d photos do d talkg (:

SUPER IRKSOME US! haa XD

waitg f0r train ..

in train (:

YUM!

she had t snap me when iim eatg nd ask me t take her pic ;X lols

kb0x toilet!

he sms-d me in d night ydae ..
sh0ckd me but iim real happy.
he remembered, nd b0thered.
(:

2006-09-08T02:21:00.000+08:00

oh great.
r uu tellg me things uu think ii would misunderstand in another way?
ii reali d0nt know.
what's that f0r ..
if that was what uu reali meant ii reali h0pe uu did it in an0ther way.
seri0usly ii n0e uu'r very xin ku.
but ii m TOO!
like f0r g0odness sake, st0p menti0ning b0ut that.
uu'r just rubbing salt on ur own wound.
it hurts me nd adding on t that iim feelg ULTRA guilty.
ii d0nt mean that nd d0nt want that t happen.
uu d0nt blame me but WTF.
UGHs
ii d0nt kn0w what's all this ..
CRAP

ii just h0pe uu get better.
ii d0nt kn0w what can ii do t help ..
just st0p t0rmenting urself.
nd b fine.

ii reali d0nt kn0w what's all this f0r ..

2006-09-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

like d usual ii'd sae ; ii l0ve mine sec sk0ol guys.
they r GREAT!
went chalet nd 0nli have 0ne pic.
d mess we made after eatg ;Xx

s0meh0w ii miss sec sk0ol.
ii realise it's m0re t0rtur0us n0w ..
nd there's s0 much thing that ii w0uld think twice bf0r saeing.
well .. whatever

stayed at home since tues.
playd w mine bro since ..
he's been acc0mpanyg me during d nite mostly these days.
thanks t him ii ain't that bored.
seri0usly, ii d0nt kn0w what will ii b d0ing if n0t f0r him.
at least he'd play games w me ..
even if he's n0t ; him being there is g0od en0ugh.
ii'd b just fine watchg him watch bleach.

ii kn0w s0mething's wr0ng w me, but ii d0nt kn0w what.

seri0usly ii d0nt kn0w what's that f0r but his nick did affect me.
f0r g0odness sake, ii wishd ii was g0ne.
seri0usly.
ii miss d times when iim 0n f0ne w nicole/peiis.
when ii can c0nfide in them ab0ut everything that b0thers me.
but n0w ii think thrice even if ii wanna tell ani0ne anithing.
it hurts.
it's n0t them, but me.
ii cant help tearg all of a sudden c0s it stil matters.
ii'v been saeing "at least uu b0ther" c0s it matters.
ii kn0w uu all care but ii just cant help it.
it's me nd 0nly me.
like again, ii cant d0 what ii n0e ii shud do.
tearg sucks but ii just cant help it.
n0rmal is what ii sh0uld b.
when peii askd bout him ii g0t all sad nd alm0st tear.
like always, ii always bcum vulnerable in fr0nt of peiis ;/
but ii just d0nt wanna tear all 0f a sudden like a dumbass.
ii n0e they care but ii d0nt want them t w0rry b0uts me.
ii d0nt want them cursing/swearg at him but ii d0nt kn0w why ..
ii d0nt kn0w what t sae nd d0nt kn0w h0w t end this.

pics shall be d endg.

buried mineself alive on d inside ; so ii can shut uu out nd go away for a long time.

2006-09-04T08:46:00.000+08:00

MORNING pepo!
haa, like wtf ryte?
why m ii like awake so damn earli ..
YES, uu'd sae .. "c0s go tanning maa! 0f c0s must wake up earli"
BUT!
iim alr awake like at 6plus when ii 0nli need t wakie at 9?
nd adding 0n t that, ii 0nli slept at arnd 4 ydae.
URPs(- -
nd iim ALL READY lers.
bathed ; packed ; applied sunbl0ck l0tion.
c0s ii cant get back t sleep after wakie ..
total CRAP =.-x

meetg f0ngs at tpy at 1o nd dee at harb0urfr0nt at 1o:3o.
dee better d0nt b late!
nd tdae is a GOOD day c0s there's SUN!
ii LOVE d SUN ~~~
shine shine shine on ME!
ii wanna get TAN .. LOLs
oh oh.
iim applying sunbl0ck bf0r tanning 0il s0 that ii w0nt get BURNT.
or shud ii sae, w0nt get burnt THAT EASILY.
nd mine skin w0nt peelll~~ even if iim semi-burnt.

chalet after tanning then t0nning at f0ngs h0use.
WEE-ness alrights!! :D
since ii cant sleep might as well nj0y nd t0n at pepo's h0use.
HAA!
s0on will b nic0le nd j0celyn's.
OMG, that reminds me of BABYenxi ..
she's like ever-so-CUTEs!
0f cos laa ; g0t slacker`s as her g0d-m0thers nd dad!
;XXx
ll0ls .. kk n0 link!
shud b that pretty&hands0me nic0le&jz as her parents! XD

aniwae seems like iim in g0od m0od.
YES!
3/4 m nd 1/4 NOT! (- -
c0s ii didn't sleep THAT well, AGAIN..
yesss ii said AGAINs
it's been weeks nearing m0nth baa! *pulls face~
but aniwae since iim g0na nj0y tdaes,
3/4 g0od m0od will be a g0od start. :D
llols
total crap iim saeing ..

nd g0shh~~ it's 0nli 8:52am n0w ;(((
oh.
ii think ii didn't mention this..
mine online friend, z0ngxiang is a GOODguy.
c0s he b0thered nd sent me a SUPERbelated bday card ..
st0le that SUPERbelated term fr0m him, nd he stil caps&underlined it
LOLs
nd d g0od thing is, he didn't use his saliva t paste d stamp.
*w0nders~
later he did ii als0 d0nt kn0w!
llols ;Xx
but yaa! at least he b0thered (:
iim using this "at least he/she b0thered" phrase t0o much, but it's true.

0kays iim typing this oh-so-S L O W L Y~~~ alr
but stil! ..0nli 4 mins passed
nd ii see that ii've bl0gged quite a bit.
too much of crapping.
but that's ME :D
lala it's 9am nd mine alarm just ringd.
messaged dee&f0ngs nd ii think ii shall end HERE.
(:

h0pe there'l b tonnes of pics t upl0ad when iim backs :D
miss me!
<33

2006-09-02T01:48:00.000+08:00

ii cant stand n0t having a g0od night sleep ;(
why why why ..
why cant ii just sleep well like last time?
UGHs!

met up w nicole ; dee nd sarina f0r lunch.
sandii is TO! as usual(- -
sarina gave me belated pressie, THANKs!
like ii said LOADS of times ; it's d th0ught that c0unts.
hehs :D
lunchd at m0s AS ALWAYS!
haa, always have m0s when meetg up w nicole.
ii wanna see baby SO SO MUCH can !!
baby en xi is SO CUTES laaa, OMG ><~
slacker`s ; let's go ton at nic0le's h0use ASAP k!
(:

sarina nd dee came mine h0use.
ii curled mine hair f0r fun :D
curld dee's 0ne toos!
nd it's nice 0kays.
c0s it's d0ne by me! llols
it suits her laa ..

m0n tanning!
w dee ; f0ngs (:
chalet TOOs.
g0na see l0ads of pepo ii misssss <333!
all d crappg nd laughter ii miss (:

iim s0 tired.
but ii n0e ii w0nt get t sleep s0on.
;(

m FAT! veryyyy ..

these r very rand0m nd ii n0e iim v ugly but ii l0ve mine LONG hair

ii curled f0r her can :D llols

2006-08-31T18:06:00.000+08:00

it's time t PARTYYYYyy ~~ XD
l0ng awaited man!
hehs.

ii d0nt know h0w ii will fare for d 4 papers.
ii just h0pe that ii pass (:
received damn belated pressie from steph nd pam ydae.
THANKS :D
like ii said ; it's d th0ught that c0unts.
nd it reali is like thats ..
(:

ii think ii reali suffering fr0m ins0mnia.
URPS
will get sleepg pills s0on.
ii cant just g0 on n0t sleepg well at night ..
it's a t0rtur0us thing ><~

went back bhss but sandi was LATE ;(
so we didn't manage t see d teachers nd t0k t them.
but we still went back, nd reminise.
d environment ; d classes ; d pepo ; d f0od ..
(:
g0od mem0ries ii'd say.
0r damn g0od 0nes?
all th0se crapping ; slackg nd playing ar0und ..
ii stil miss sec sk0ol times th0ugh p0ly is n0t that bad.

we didn't have anithing f0r ms ch0ng nd being late,
we din even have d chance t see her nd t0k t her.
;(
like always ; we'r turn off.
we t0ok paper fr0m under desk nd used their col0ur pencils
LOLS ;XXx
but it turned 0ut n0t bad 0kays!
c0s it was d0ne by me .. 4/5 of it !
llols XD

went LJS at NS f0r brunch.
huai nian can ..
d place we slacked after sk0ol ; studied during exams
hehs :D

it was such a c0oling rainy weather ..
0bviously it's time for s0me beautySLEEP.
when dee went t meet her xhdr f0r m0vie,
ii went backs h0me t have a GOOD nd NICE sleep.
all d g0od night sleep ii missed r always made up with nice sleeps in d aftern0on/evenings (:

pressie they gave (:

s0me funny mem0ries ..

ii w0nt f0rget we threw fake c0ins in d p0nd fr0m ab0ve as if wishg, nd msCh0ng j0ind in t0os XD

that class ; ii miss .. LOADs (:

d mirr0r at 0ur class level t0ilet! :D pard0n d TO me

AHEM* llols XD

hsiang ken! he damn TALL can ;O nd more shuai!!

d canteen (:

in LJS ; me nd dee. w nich's spec

in bus t TPY ; we cam-wh0red, as usual.

rand0m. this dark ch0colate's one nicer

r a i n ~~

2006-08-30T03:01:00.000+08:00

2 down 2 more t go.
but onli 1 day left.
2 main paper tml ..
STRESS !!!!!

iim coming here bfor ii go t sleep.
SUPER TIRED nd STRESS!
omg ii h0pe ii dont fail nd take supp ..
* prays DAMN hard! *
;(
OPSY nd DSAG(c#)
UGHS!
help ...........
ii cant wait for this t be over ;(((
TT-TT

thurs ii m so awaiting!
mon toos, tanning!!
nd jake's chalet!
omg.
ii wanna work.
at mine mum's workplace...
ii wanna go bangkok during weekends!

okay iim off t sleep.
after all this then it's time t njoy!
lucks pepo.
last push bfor stress-free hols (:
<33

2006-08-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY t NICOLE!

DBSY is over.
1 d0wn 3 more t go.

ii have n0 m0od t do anithing.

ii wish ii c0uld have all d time al0ne 0utside.
ii wish f0r a g0od night sleep at night w/o d aid of med.
ii wish that ii c0uld b nonchalant.

just blabbering nonsense.
pard0n me.

2006-08-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

exams tml, d day after nd d dae after after next.
but iim here n0w slacking like nob0dy's business.
after all these t0rtur0us studying,
THEN ..
it's HOLS :D
ii cant wait !!
nd, ii wanna w0rk.
f0ngs shall we go find j0b tgether one day?
hehs (:

after exams, on thurs, gonna go tanning w dee.
mayb f0ngs nd peiis j0ining?
:D
ii wanna w0rk so that ii can SHOP till ii DROP.
ll0ls XD

ii wanna g0 sh0ppg w slacker`s nd j0celyn.
go m0vies nd go eat !!
frequent tanning t0os :D
ii wanna g0 t0nning 0uts nd at pepo's h0use.
HOHO
ii wanna go j0g frequently.
yi ding yao d!

ii cant wait f0r all this t be 0ver.
ii wan mine l0ng-awaited h0ls.
but again ii need t find things t let time pass.
(:

GOOD LUCKS every0ne!
it'll b 0ver soon :D
h0pe we can pass!
nd ii h0pe ii'l b in same class as j0celyn && sijie.
* prays HARD! *

2006-08-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

didn't manage t really study tdaes.
weather was BAD.
d day is BAD.
m0od == BAD
everything, BAD!

did n0t sleep well agains.
ii freakg hate this =.-x
HAIS.
managed t catch some sleep in d aftern0on ..

ii wanna t0n w slackers.
ii wanna leave h0me nd just sit 0uts for a nites.
ii wanna gaze at stars.
ii wanna sit by d sea nd just let d wind bl0w across.
just s0mething that w0uld make me relax.

ii d0nt kn0w whether what iim d0ing is right.
iim clueless.

2006-08-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

went study w f0ngs after her oral.
we b0ught stuffs for baby en xi (:
wan c0ng came arnd nights t find f0ngs.
studied awhile more nd we went off.

why must girls b crude.
ii reali dont understand ..
what's w all d vulgarities hanging arnd their mouths.
is it a way of showg that they r c0ol?
or that they r 不好欺负
CRAP.
what TMD ; sibei ; etccc ..
超恶心，超难听。
=.-x

明天八点读书，还不要去睡？
多一下吧。
乖，去睡~
不要，多一下啦。。
乖~
then ii will 屈服 nd go sleep.

this thing suddenly crossed mine mind just now ;/

明明就很在意，可是就是没表现出来。
明明很伤心，可是眼泪却干了。
很想念那些快乐的时光，可是什么不会过去呢。
虽然知道不可能，但是还是希望时间能倒退。
我还是喜欢那段时间。
那段有他的时间，什么都是快乐的。
伤心时，也知道他就是你要找的人。
快乐就是因为他的存在和他带来的欢笑。
心里那个对你最重要的人。
芝麻绿豆的小事都能让你整天感到开心。
想起所做的事，会对自己笑。
那么多，那么多。。也过了那么久
心里很怀念并且希望它不会变成过去。
希望所有的事都能变得快乐一些。
即使变了，也希望我们的生活是快乐的。

2006-08-23T03:38:00.000+08:00

我为了你连命都可以不要，
我所做的一切竟然比不过她的一句话。

.
..
爱一个人就应该全心全意，包括他错误的决定。

2006-08-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

n0t pin-p0intg ani0ne ; just generalising.
ii just hate when pepo 自以为是。
d0nt act like that thing d0nt hurt uu when it haven't happen
nd go all sad nd pissed off when d thing happens.
that'l b one big joke.
let's say ..
uu said uu cant b b0thered w ur results nd exams,
nd then when uu get bad results, uu get sad.
if uu didn't b0ther .. uu w0uldn't b sad.
uu said uu cant b b0thered if uu were tgether w him/her,
nd then when uu two broke up, uu get sad.
if uu didn't b0ther .. uu w0uldn't b sad.
think.
if uu r de 0nes that ii menti0nd, think.
mayb iim one too.
(:

met up w f0ngs nd peiis tdaes.
was late! haa ;X
s0wii f0ngs, ii n0e uu d0nt mindd ..
LOL ;XXXxx
met up w mine cousin t acc her cut fringe nd make contact lenses.
><~ was gone for so damn l0ngg ..
went backs t find peiis nd f0ngs.
t0ok l0ads of pics :D
ii had mine hair CURLed.
my recent fetish f0r c u r l s ~ XD
thanks t nicole who taught me how . haa

ii cant wait f0r h0ls :D
ii wanna t0n w slacker`s!
two nights? haa XD

:D

f0ngs nd me.

peiis nd f0ngs

喜(xi)

怒(nu)

哀(ai)

乐(le)

jing dian ; ain't? haa :D

they'r tryg t mimic nicole!

an0ther! but w mine hand XD haa

BLACKIE ; peiis b0ught f0r ivannnn <33 HAA

ACT CUTES

using webcam (:

2006-08-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

slacker`s.
shall we go nicole h0use one day during 0ur h0ls?
peii said ton!
oh. ii d0nt mindd ....
nic0le do uu?
haa XD

h0ls is t nj0yyyyy t de FULLEST ~

let's g0 eat se0ul ; sakae nd tian tian huo guo!
ii wanna eat ma la huo guo laa :D
llols

that TO packaging ; llols.

WAH ; how big is that? haa

d proper pic of it ; see underneath, ii was studyg OPSY :D !

2006-08-22T02:19:00.000+08:00

n0thing much t update actuali ..
haven been able t sleep well nd it's been normal lately.
actuali was supposed t g0 backs sk0ol nd pay some fees.
but ii asked jiafeii that kind s0ul t help me instead(:
mine mum just piss me off sometimes
hurs(- -

was like half-awake when nicole msg-d me at 6am+ ..
she askd if wanna go f0r breakfast since iim g0ing t deposit nd transfer money c0s she skippg lect but she fergot she t0ld her mum she's going.
w0ke up nd prepared nd sent email t jiafeii.
was supp0sed t meet nic0le at 1o am
CRAP
mine mum had t nag n0n-st0p.
indirectly delaying me in setting off t meet nicole.
okay so ii was late, as usual.
d0nt uu n0e ; slacker`s iinc = US = late gang?
haha ;XXXxx

had macd0nald breakfast :D
been l0ng since ii reali w0ke up t have breakfast.
n0t c0untg th0se times during break in sk0ol (:
we chat chat chat nd all we do was eat nd chat.
talk ALOT ALOT ALOT nd b0uts EVERYTHING
uu noe ; we sure can g0ssip.
haa XD
went wats0n t l0ok at make up ; curler nd hair stuffs.
acc0mpanied nic0le t take cab nd ii bus-d h0me(:

was feelg full nd SO DAMN TIRED when ii reachd h0me.
first thing ; 0nline.
sandii alr reachd tpy by that time.
but ii was t0o happy chattg,
nd ii d0nt wanna leave d c0mf0rt of home nd w msn!
llols XD
but stil ii managed t drag mineself outta h0use after s0rtg 0ut OPSY notes.

m0s burger it was ; agains.
d c0ld c0ld study place ><~
nd t think iim lazy t bring mine jacket.
freezing c0ld it was ;/
air-c0n no need m0ney d laa .. llols
sandii gave me GIANT lollip0p ii askd where t buy.
was fr0m XHDR nd her(:
THANKS!
packaging damn turn off . pic will tell it all
haha XD
but ultimately, ii stil love it! :D
shall get another type one next time nd f0r nicole toos.
okays, jocelyn toos XD
llols.

wasn't in d m0od for study.
ii was feelg real tired nd all ><~
w that frequent lack of sleep recently ..
ii just c0uldn't find d extra energy t study.
nd m0st imp0rtantly, ii have NO motivation.
nich j0ind like after SO DAMN LONG nd after fallg aslp, llols.
crappd a lil' ..
dee's XHDR came.
we went t ph0toc0py dbsy which as SUPER LOADS!!! ><`
2o7 pieces for 3 person.
nd we r huai ren tdaes ;/
we din pay for d swen notes nich has that we photocopied ;X
they earned enough ba!
$1o.35 ehhs .. haa ;XXx
s0rted 0uts nd we went 0ur individual ways.

iim quite suprised we still talk.
ii d0nt kn0w h0w t c0mment b0ut this but s0meh0w,
c0ntradict0ry lies.
iim happy he stil cares/b0thers ..
but ii noe n0t t care so much cos it hurts in d end.
(:
lazy t c0mment le ..
haha

oh.
h0w great ~
d webby f0r upl0adg of pics is not w0rkg ..
ph0tos an0ther day (:

that's all f0lks.
so l0ng ~

2006-08-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

finally ate d c0okie jiefang gave nd d p0cky CG gave.
(:
iim a super spendthrift girl.
GOSH(- - !

mine necessary daily dosage w siew ping in sk0ol(taken during tut)

that p0cky CG gave.

c0okie jiefang gave(:

spendgs on 14o8o6

mine recent fetish for CURLs :D

in l0ve w p0cky.

cam wh0ring w webcam (:

mayb some things just wont change .. yeah?
ii miss that particular taskbar button that always appeared on mine taskbar.

2006-08-19T16:16:00.000+08:00

need t wear formal for CMSK ydae.
it was like a meetg on how t have efficient meetgs ; roleplay.
ii think we totally messed that up.

cabbed home nd changed.
curled mine hair, it was 0kay but not very successful.
cabbed d0wn t raffles city.
met nicole nd she passed me d accessories nd white eyeliner.

post bdae celebration for me nd nich ydae.
dined at new y0rk new y0rk.
there was chee ee ; karad ; f0ngs ; dee&bf ; peii&bf ; sarina.
nic0le went off t meet jz so didn't j0in us f0r it.
f0od there was n0t bad, d drinks n0t very w0rth it.
d g0od thing is that there's free cotton candy,
uu have t go do it ur own or ask d person t help uu w it.
d one we ate ; green apple flav0ur :D
jing dian thing happened there ..
d place black-out for like twice, llols ;/

mine very huge root beer float ; half full.

that chicken me, karad nd ivan&peiis ordered.
d w0rk of ivan ; meatless.

decided t g0 kb0x (:
it's been a l0ng time since ii last went.
peii's friend j0ind us ; ah huat nd xiao ke.
if iim not wrong that's them, llols.
had fun laa ..
th0ugh peii's friend kept saying they r shy,
we were able t clique nd j0ke ar0und :D
dee's CL(xhdr) super crappy laa, w that high pitch.
haa XD
just had ultimate fun ydae (:
sang till 3am nd cabbed home.

ii d0nt kn0w who snapped this but ii l0ve mine curls.

ivan ; snapped at NYNY*

written by dee (:

b as slackerish as ME :D SO UNGLAM

kb0x ; pepo, d0nt b shy. dee & cl

adels nd peiis.

peiis nd HER ivan :D

wish upon that cake w a coffee flavoured chocs cup ; me nd nich.

earrings ii b0ught (: ! ii love <3

white eyeliner <33 !

d letters nd f0ngs' pressie for me :D

P.S: chee ee stil owe me boxes of mentos nd lollipops!

so much th0ughts in mind.
s0meh0w ii wishd mine mind is empty; that ii noe nothing.

2006-08-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

iim n0t crazy 0ver CG ; ii just find him cutes.
yes ; ii said he's cutes even when he sleeps in lecture but that's TRUE.
he's n0t g0od l0okg but like ii said, ii just find him cutes.
uu guys d0nt have t find him cutes ..
ii d0nt kn0w why m ii saying this c0s there's n0t a need t ..
but ii just felt that that's d truth.
ii ain't crazy over him ..
just s0me0ne who's able t make mine day BETTER, n0t GOOD.

c0ntradict0ry lies ; there's no restricti0ns f0r me n0w but ii missed it.

ii didn't know ii was so vulnerable in front of peiis.
ii tried t control but ii cant help it.
ii was n0t that n0nchalant as ii th0ught ii m ..
it still b0thers me nd he's stil of imp0rtance t me.

facade.
ii always seemd calm nd smiling but deep down h0w bad is that w0und.
everything just have t pop up when iim alone.
or even when iim just day-dreaming ..

iim seriously suffering from insomnia.
ii cant get t sleep or rather sleep well nd it's been three days.
ii just had mine eyes closed nd lying on bed restg ; that's all.
ii think sleepg pills is what ii need soon.
it's so tiring.
all ii think ab0ut is him.
ii even dream ab0ut him when ii finally catch s0me sleep.
nd ii stil rmbr me n0t wanting t wake up so d dream will n0t cease cos that's d onli time ii rmbr things so clearly b0uts him.
his v0ice ; his everything .. 0nly in dreams.
h0w pathetic of me ..

ii can just smile sweetly at d th0ught of him,
nd it was just a few days back ..
but f0r now,
guilt ; hurt ; sadness ; tears is all ii'v g0t.
ii admit ii stil laugh at mineself sometimes for all d dumb things we do.

ii dread listeng t songs.
ii dread l0okg at mine f0ne messages.
ii dread l0okg at mine friendster pr0file.
ii dread l0okg at mine friendster picture.
ii dread l0okg at mine picture f0lder.
ii dread l0okg at my d0cuments which alr has HIS folder.
so many things ; ii dread ; remindg me of him.
but ii stil yearn for him.

he's able t sp0il mine day so badly cos he stil matters.
ii d0nt want s0me0ne sp0iling mine day but ii stil want him.
s0meh0w humans are fan jian.
but it's just d way ..

ii w0uldn't want t n0t have d th0ught 0f thinkg b0uts him.
s0meh0w there's just these TONNES of things ii miss .. about him
ii miss his presence.
ii miss him spendg time w me on fone.
ii miss his voice.
ii miss him singing t me.
ii miss d times we crapped like there's no tomorrow.
ii miss him tellg me bouts his game ; sk0ol nd life.
ii miss his br0ther's interruption whenever we'r on d f0ne.
ii miss him getting all jealous but actg not.
ii miss him being nice ; offering t h0ld d f0ne while gaming.
ii miss him callg me t acc him when he cant get t sleep.
ii miss him being angry at me.
ii miss him smsing me t sae s0rry b0ut his attitude cos he cares.
ii miss him callg me when he's sad nd c0nfide in me.
ii miss him being sweet.
ii miss his g0odnight kiss.
ii miss him tellg me iim imp0rtant t him.
ii miss him tellg me he'l get jeal0us.
ii miss him c0rg nd acceptg himself as b0ii.
ii miss him saying that he's mine.
...
ii miss EVERYTHING ; ab0ut him.

ii noe ii seem like a loser AGAINs.
but ii cant help it ..

he may n0t mean everything but he's just as important.
he may not be d best guy out but t me he is.
he may n0t be d ideal person uu all think he shud b, but he is.
ii guess iim startg t side him agains.

well,
...
..
....
it's stil him ii l0ve.
(pardon ME, for everything. just a post full of rants nd c0ntradict0ries)

that unhappy yet happy legal 8teen of mine.

2006-08-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

13 o8 2oo6
had bbq w mine family nd relatives on sun which was d 13th.
(:
nd that was sijie's bdae.
that day was quite yet not so bad ..
okay ; complicating nd contradictg ii noe.
0ther than his stuffs ; mine sh0rt fringe ; getting mine finger burnt by joss stick .. everything was n0t that bad
bbq was fun :D
mine lilo cousins made mine day.
actually it was every0ne who came made mine day.
heard that mine grandpa was especially early .. like it's UNUSUAL
llols XD thanks man!
ii had a great time playg w mine two cousins nd grandpa.
mine lilo cousin lennon is ever so cutes XD
mine grandpa is happy when everyone gathers (:
nd iim so glad they r happy nd iim happy TOOs!

received l0ads of wishgs fr0m friends ii cherishd when cl0ck strikes 12.
it was d 14th of august 2oo6(:
d day ii turn legal 8teen!
hehs XD

thanks t j0yy ; sijie ; steph ; r0y ; shawn ; j0anne ; manda ; mi0w ; f0ngs ; y0nghe ; jiafeii ; siew ping ; kaiisheng ; nic0le ; sandii ; nichh ; chao po ; peiis ; jiefang ; wanyee ; z0ng xiang ; sarina ; jing ying ; jolene ; yanleng ; piggy melvin ; chu en ; junie ; madeleine ; wei lik ; CG ; mine cousins ; yuli ; erwin ; evelyn ; nd all those pepo who iim not familiar with / ii dont even know you.
s0rry if ii missed 0ut any ..
ii even had t l0ok back SMSes nd testimonials for reference ;/
it was all ur wishgs that made mine birthday whole
(:
d0nt w0rry ; ur eyes didn't play a trick on uu.
d 0ne uu th0ught w0uld b first or there, ain't there.
if uu d0nt kn0w what iim sayg then it's 0kays (:

14 o8 2oo6 (MINE DAY ; legal 8teen)
was n0t dreadg t g0 sk0ol yet was m0odless.
didn't catch a wink of sleep in bus th0ugh ii didn't sleep well d night bf0r.
was feelg damn tired nd m0odless while walkg fr0m busst0p t class.
when ii was in OPSY lab ; damn ii f0und 0ut ii did d wr0ng questions.
it was revision tut0rial but ii did tutorial 12 =.-x
CRAP
okays ; what iim g0ing t mention made mine day.
LOOK (--.
CG talkd t me!
nd it was once in a billion times he started d conver ..
nd t mine surprise ; he got me something.
it wasn't a big deal but at least he b0thered ..
it was a chocolate-flav0ur POCKY.
it's g0na b mine ALL-TIME fav0urite now.
ii swear*
okays, s0 0ur c0nversation goes like this ..

CG : hello birthday girl .. (fidgeting w ian's com)
me : hello~ (walkg livelessly t mine seat ; which was beside HIM :D)
CG : why l0ok so sad
me : huh? (surprised that he n0ticed)
- he repeated his question .. -
me : 0h ; n0thing much actually (g0t back t senses)
- he walked back t his seat, t0ok 0ut p0cky nd put it on d table beside me -
CG : nah. here's ur bdae gift. uu said sweets also g0od but ii b0ught ch0cs one ; better ok! stil got box d hor ..
me : o.o 0kayys ; thanks man (laughg inside of me feelg so damn glad)
CG : yeah. ian ian wanna chip in? 五毛钱五毛钱
**fyi ; that pocky costs 1buck**
me : WAH ; damn gei gao (turned off yet find him cutes)

nd we just laughed off .. llols

ended sch0ol at 12pm.
stayed back w ph0ebe nd siew ping awhile t finish off their script writg.
t0ok bus backs h0me w them.
was so tired out so ii just slept d moment ii reach h0me ..
mine mum c0rd nd askd me t buy TOTO (- -
ii didn't in d end cos ii was too shagged outs.

met up w j0yy at PS but ii was late ;X
llols.
she surprised me w a small b0uquet 0f fl0wers :D
thanks girl <33
b0ught m0vie tix f0r Tokyo Drift : Too Fast Too Furious.
s0me funny thing happend.
we were in lift w this guy then he suddenli askd ; h0w much uu b0ught d fl0wers.
LOLs ;/
such a TURN OFF nd SPOILER.
nd j0celyn b0 bian had t answer him .. llols
went sh0pping like finally :D
b0ught a t0p ; ear sticks ; ear studs at 77th street.
splash glitter eyeliner from SaSa.
GIANTchoco baby from action city.

had ajisen f0r dinner :D
*YUMMMM ! ~
shawn j0ined us s0on after.
played dayt0na at arcade.
it was alm0st time so we went f0r movie.
headed h0me after m0vie ..

fri dinner w slacker`s nd sec sk0ol clique.
SO l0okg f0rward :D
POST bdae celebration for me nd nich's.
if uu'r g0ing nd happen t pass by mine bl0g ; 6pm at City Hall.
dinner at new york new york (:

** pictures will b posted later on w friday's post **

so many things happend nd changed within split sec0nds nd days.
ultimately .. ii realised ; it was happiness ii dread.

2006-08-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

last few minutes bfor it's up.
ii just wanna sae ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY t ME!
that unhappy yet happy legal 8teen of mine.

thanks t all who wished me.
(:

that's all.
elaborate on fri maybe.

2006-08-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

fireworks ydae.
w j0y ; shawn ; siew ping ; guo xian nd 2 friends.
went shears bridge.
it was all w0rthwhile ..
went starbucks at suntec after that.
d drinks din quench 0ur thirst but it's stil nice!
j0yy is irks0me cos she din finish her drink(- -
urps.

strawberry ; ch0cs ; c0ffee.

2006-08-09T16:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY pepo :D
hahas .. into the national day m0od man!

happy birthday yvo nd jordan.

baked c0okies ; peiis nd dee did m0st of d j0b.
it was for their XHDRs(:
cabbd d0wn t MS but there was terrible jam.
din catch d firew0rks ; DAMN l0t of pepo.
s0wii guys.
disgraced mineself man ;/
feel so dumb n0w.
but thanks t uu all toos(:
thanks dee ; peiis ; f0ngs ; cl ; ivan ; wc :D
f0r reali being very niceeee.
UTTERLY!
hohos.
thanks t dee wh0 acc0mpanied me m0st of d time ..
alth0ugh ii felt bad but cl was nice en0ugh t sae it's 0kay(:

saw l0ads of BHSS pepo at MS.
like BHS gathering(- -
junjie clique ; alvin g0h ; seejun ; shui xian ; ritz .. ETC
went esplanade t chill/chat.
guess peiis nd dee r glad t see ivan nd cl able t click w our clique(:
wc ; cl nd ivan r all crappy ..
able t c0mmunicate ;X
hurs

cabbd h0me w f0ngs&&wc but we all dr0p 0utside f0ng's bl0ck.
walkd t interchange t take bus h0me.
thanks t j0celyn who's willing t c0r me while iim on mine way h0me,
despite n0t paying attention t what ii'v said c0s she's watchg vcd.
llols ;/

actuali was SUPER tired when ii reachd h0me.
wishd yvo happy birthday then.
online nd went t bed t rest ><`
fell asleep but w0ke up when peiis c0rd t acc her while she walkd h0me
chattd w dee's xhdr nd he sh0wd me smth which is so true, t me.
if ur bdae happen t fall on these 4 days, can just read it(:

Is your birthday day 20 of the month? ( that's DEE :D)
Your Life
You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously.
Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else.

Is your birthday day 14 of the month? ( that's MINE :D )
Your Life
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you.
If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.
Your Love
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.

Is your birthday day 30 of the month? ( that's mine kja :D)
Your Life
You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities.
Your Love
You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.

Is your birthday day 9 of the month? (that's dee's xhdr ; cl :D)
Your Life
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality.

well f0r me it's quite true(:

b0ii was SO NICE ydae nd ii l0ve it.
ii just l0ve when he sings t me .. :D
nd being willing t h0ld d f0ne while gaming.
<33 !
k0h jin an ; that b0ii ; ii l0ve ^^

2006-08-08T10:50:00.000+08:00

me ; dee

that very ACT-CUTE ME.

it's so hard t explain ; everything.

2006-08-08T04:00:00.000+08:00

iim like freakg bored ..
for god's sake.
ii d0nt even have that feelg of wantg t sleep despite having sk0ol tml

CRAP
ooad sucks.
t be precise ; assignments sucks BIG TIME.
all the internal c0nflicts ..
n0t c0mpleting in time ; CRAP.
total crap man =.-x
this is making me mad ..
driving me crazy ..

ii d0nt like t be a sp0iler, but ii m.
unintenti0nally, ii m.
n0t d0ing anithing, ii m.
just being there, ii m.
hais.

2006-08-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

ii wore pants t sk0ollllll ... like finally
llols XD
went town w sandi t buy her bag.
d pants EXPANDED alot!
nd it keep dropping down(- -
wearg it on tues (:

ii wish mine bdae will b memorable ND nj0yable (: !
ii miss b0ii =*

2006-08-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

happy birthday yanleng! XD

n0thing much t say actually ..

n0 m0re CDS :D
this week is d last session of CDS nd it's super slackerish as usual
HOHO ^^

b0ught 3/4 pants fr0m f0x.
YEAH. ii said P-A-N-T-S
llols
like finally ..
every0ne was like, "when g0nna wear?" .. "WAH, pants.."
urps!

iim in need t buy slippers.
m0re t0ps ;/
but iim br0ke ..
okays, ii've never been rich laa.
hurs

ii miss b0ii.
nd ii stil l0ve KJA m0st :D
<3
ii just l0ve when he takes d initiative t c0r me(:

2006-07-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

happy bdae shawn nd t mine grandpa :D
it's their bdae tdaes ..
OKAYs it's over 12 .. so it's ydae.
(:

went dinner at a restaurant at ang mo kio.
d service there SUCKS(- -!
d f0od was ALRIGHT onli ..
t0ok quite a num of photos(:
mine cutie cousin lennon was wearg stripes ; same as me!
hahas XD
d dessert was niceeeeeeeee ..
*YUMM!

hmm .. one of mine cousin had AP la
urps ;/
ii just like t meet up w them nd have family dinner
cutes :D !

ii'l b having a BBQ at mine aunt's condo a few daes bfor mine bdae w mine family members/relatives XD
SO SO l0okg f0rward t it ..
hehs!

me nd mine bro

shark's fin :D

yam paste .. OMG ii LOVE!

fried ice cream ... *DROOLS*

d kids!

during dinner. f0rced him t take it w me! mine cousin(:

that yummy cake . banana nd ch0cs :D

ME nd lennon!

lennon nd j0ycez

me nd j0ycez ^^

c0usins ; me . joycez . sixian

that CUTIE!

mine cousin ; damien! (:

g0ing off ...

d last pic ; sixian nd lennon ^^

2006-07-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

handed database(DBSY) assignment alr ! :D
HOHOs

had lab test on thurs ; C#.
easy ii'd sae.
d teacher kua suay-d me sia!
she was saeing "finish alr? why so fast huh .. onli 15mins"
WAHHHHhhh ~
what's that suppose t mean man ..
iim n0t as clever as she t0t or d test is diff?
GOSH(- -!
nd so, it was easy, f0r me.

stayed back on thurs til 6:3oPM t do DBSY assignment.
thanks t irene who helpd us with our modules :D
ii wanna thank irene ; ariel nd sijie cos they helped me with it.
ariel nd sijie gave me their ans (:
LOLS
really thanks! :D
CG was d0ing d same m0dule as me ; LUCKY HIM!
hohos
ii just sent him d answers for reference/c0py lo.
helped junie nd jiefang get answers for their m0dule too ..

went sk0ol at 11:3o tdaes(:
went lab t d0 finish up DBSY.
saw lex in lab nd he asked me t bake c0okies again cos he wanna eat.
SO PENG LA ~
j0shua nd me kept saeing d "best fwen" thingy ;/
did nd edited mine procedure nd it w0rkd (:
we cheated s0meh0w cos we edit d c0des of s0me tables ..
since d teachers are markg seeing d hard c0des
;X HOHOs

went h0me arnd 5+ ..
saw CG at busst0p but din talk t him.
ii walked past him then ii realise it's him, but shy la!
llols XD
t0ok bus h0me nd talked t phoebe all d way laa
cos saw her at busst0p t0os(:

blah blah ~

sandii said t c0me mine h0use nd bake c0okies tml after her w0rk(:
for XHDR laa ..
sae so nice wanna gimme a BOX.
llols
sandii d0nt LOVE me liaos ~ TT.TT

--
that large piece of me that belongs t him may be taken away bit by bit by others if things d0n't happen OR l0nger time has passed.
ii realise being there ; as in physically, as a fwen or what, makes a diff.
ii d0nt f0rsee mineself XH-ing CG.
alth0ugh ii find him cutes, OKAY ii n0e he's n0t HK.
but HK is SO besides d p0int.
AS ii was saying, ii d0nt f0rsee mineself XH-ing CG.

firstly, KJA.
he is more imp0rtant than CG. but sad t sae .. cos ii d0nt get t see him(kja), nd having able t always see CG, ii feel happy. but then again .. CG will onli b CG, ii suppose? (: oh. he can b ex-CG toos, llols. but what ii was tryg t sae is .. seeing too much of CG may also mean that ii will get tired of him faster, nd agains, he's onli CG. n0t even XH him yets .. that getting tired part applies

secondly OR mayb lastly, he d0nt XH me.
even if ii XH him, he d0nt XH me. ii d0nt like this kinda feelg .. it's t0rtur0us. but even if he XH me, there's so many p0int t c0nsider.
- KJA
- d situation between me nd KJA
- h0w much he XH me
as ii'v said, that being there physically matters. ii realise it's VERY imp0rtant .. d way h0w two pepo get along nd al0t al0t of stuffs.
d situation between me nd KJA c0unts ; decisions are affected due t situation, so that's why that's an0ther p0int.

aniwae iim just thinkg t0o much cos sandii was there saeing mayb there's fireworks between me nd CG .. llols (: CG wont XH me.

oh, an0ther p0int is, iim so fat nd CG is SUPER THIN can ;/ llols. but as ii said, he w0nt XH me .. hahas

nd ..

KJA is stil d one naa <3 !
--

P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!(uu'r stil not CG(: LOLS) be more matured yeah!

2006-07-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

cause uu'v had a bad day ~~

YES.
ii'v had a bad day tdaes ;(
was stuck in a traffic jam for 3omins nd was late for lab lesson.
ii l0st 5bucks nd ii'v g0t n0 idea why it g0t l0st ;/
while ch0osing f0od f0r "yong tau fu", ii dr0pped a fishcake nd crabmeat
.............
...
.......
....
(- -
that's like SO DAMN BAD CAN.

urps
there's DSAG lab test tomorrow ;/
ii h0pe ii can pass?
c0s ii haven been d0ing lab questions since week2(._."
nd n0t t menti0n,
haven been d0ing tut0rials since weekONE!
(- -

s0mething t be happy ab0uts ; fri n0 apel class! (:
which means no 8am lesson nd ii can go sk0ol LATES.
but n0t reali lates, cos need t do pr0j ;/
deadline f0r DBSY this fri 5pm.
HURs
OOAD one on week16.
FASTER FINISH AHHHHhhh ~~><

final exams timetable is outs.
3 days of exams 28 - 3o aug
STUPID sandii .. end at 28th
sure kit si me d ;(
aniwae ii have DSAG paper on 3oth aug, 7 - 9 PM!
omg(- -
this is d first time laa ..
exam ......at nites? HURs
aniwae that's d last paper laa ..
faster come then faster end.
HOLIDAYS ; ii so wannnnnnntttttttttt!!

(:
pepo,
wish f0r NATIONAL DAY t c0me FAST.
cos 5 more days after national day is mine BDAY oh!
hahas XD
in case uu all dont get that hint,
it's 9 + 5 = 14AUG`o6 ^^
llols :D
lalalallalallalalaa ~~

b0ii have been c0ring every nites arnd 12+
ii guess he w0nt c0r tdaes, th0ugh iim h0ping he will.
cos he has c0mpleted his A3 like FINALLY!!
1year+ of playing .. llols
but he will still b playing so ..
HOHOs :D
I<3KJA.

that invisible pen.

2006-07-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY t JIEFANG :D
llols
ii did wish her on that very day but ii just din have d chance t blog it cos ii didn't receive d pics for peii's bdae.

met up w sandii at tpy t meet d rest at somerset on sat.
ii miss meetg up w them esp slackers!
f0ngs have nice dressing :D
dined at NYDC ; f0od was niceeee . drinks TOO
(:
finally t0ok pics sarina but she felt that they were ugly ;(
cha0po nd wilmer th0ught 0ne cake wasn't en0ugh so they b0ught TWO.
llols
nd so peii's had TWO bdae cakes that day XD
there was this gig there, it was n0isy yet added a lil' of fun(:

pr0ceeded t esplanade after dinner but WTH,
d place was also full of pepo(- -
there was also this gig there toos.
nd wilmer was lame en0ugh t tell peiis ..
"eh peipei uu see ur bdae then got all these gigs."
llols ;/
peii's YIP came along nd they r SO SWEET!
we cut d cakes nd they smashed d ch0co one on peiis face
ii w0nt get karma cos ii didn't do it! ;X
llols.
iim so happy f0r them ; f0ngs&&peiis.
:D
we playd d invisible pen ii b0ught f0r slacker`s.
d guys were all over it laa .. llols
d GP side of us ; cheap nd HAO WAN!
hahas
it's time t go ..
wanted t cab h0me w nicole but there's n0 cab nd there's traffic jam
so we decided t take train h0me since there's stil MRT at that time.
(:

baked c0okies on sun f0r jiefang ; n0thing much.

wanted t p0n sk0ol tdaes but there's tut nd pr0j t do, so ii went.
HOW HARDWORKG! XD
hahas ..
saw sandi XHDR *ahem (:
dee said she'l make c0okies for me next time(BETTER RMBR!)
after d0ne w pr0j ii headed h0me.
d0ne CDS assignment nd ii think it's NICE
hahas :D

NYDC (:

me nd sarina.

peiis nd hanyeong :D

on d bus t esplanade.

that gr0up on peii's bdae at NYDC XD

d irks0me one nd her TWO bdae cakes ^^

that kiss.

SWEET ^^! yi ding yao large size ;X

EDITED ; by nicole(:

COOL :D !

undone.

final piece :D

2006-07-22T12:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY weePEIPEI XD!
LOVEs LOVEs LOVEs <33
((:

went sh0pping f0r peii's bdae pressie with sandi 0n thurs.
ii din sleep on wed night nd thurs was kinda t0rtur0us f0r me ..
h0hos
ii acc0mpanied him 0n f0ne .
went h0me at ar0und 6+ on thurs nd ii straightaway slept ><~
w0ke up arnd 11+ nd online ..
f0ne w j0yy then him.
he urged me t sleep bf0r 1am laa .. llols
nd so ii did(: !

friday was kinda tiring but abit fun?
CMSK is getting m0re fun(:
we had t r0leplay s0me scenes nd ii think d guys DAMN FUNNY!
llols (x
g0t mine fringe cut nd it's a LIL' noob, hurs.

YAYness!
peii's bdae tdaes ..
C E L E B R A T I O N f0r her ^^ !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY agains!
<33 LOVE UU(:

P.S : cutes guy is getting cuter t me ; crappy TOOs.

2006-07-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

din go t sk0ol tdaes, w0ke up lates(- -
having a tight budget just d0nt allow me t cab t sk0ol.
urps
mine fwens skipped CDS, so ii skipped TOO.

n0thing much f0r tdaes.
ii just did OPSY tut0rial like WOW~
just started d0ing nd ended up c0mpleting m0st of d questions(:
this is d FIRST time ii did mine tutorial?
hurs

noticed someone cutes ..
(:

peiis bdae is nearing.
saw 0ne of d clips d guys t0ok in kb0x ..
miss g0ing kb0x nd d clique so much.

2006-07-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

damn nice a song ; d lyrics (:

Deep And Meaningless Lyrics
Album : Rooster
Artist : Rooster

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

Chorus (Repeat)

2006-07-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

okays ii wanted t blog just now but ii started t record mine singing
llols ;/
mine all time fav - jiu shi ai ni (:

seriously ii ner update cos, THERE'S NOTHING MUCH T UPDATE!
ahem*
like ii slack for d wh0le weekend.
ii ner recover but getting worse nd worse with all d flu nd sneezing
watchd e mo zai shen bian tdaes(- -
ii cried l0ads ..
nd ii keep sneezing ; tearg ; bl0wg out mucus like a mad girl.
urps ><~
ii didn't have d m0od t b0ther b0ut mine CDS for d wh0le weekend.
ii even have d th0ught t p0n CDS on tues(- -
there's interview tml f0r OPSY till n0w ii haven even read thru d report
h0w w0rse is that ..

aniwae decided a place t dine in like finally f0r peii's bdae
JACK'S PLACE ; either d one at great world city or opp mandarin hotel.
meetg time ; n0t sure yets. sh0uld b arnd 4, late n0on/earli evening
wh0's g0ing ; peii[of cos], slacker`s, nich, karad, marc, jake, etc etc

al0t of pepo bdae in june nd july ;(
iim like ULTRA broke.
iim reali l0okg f0rward t mine bdae .. ;//
it seems like ii lack of EVERYTHING(- -

blah blah.
ii have n0thing more t say ..

s0metimes, ii d0nt like h0me, nd feel like running away ..

2006-07-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

alrights ii haven been blogging nd jocelyn & joanne is complaing!
let me see, what have ii done.
actuali n0thing much ehhs ..
have been g0ing backs h0me fr0m sk0ol everyday

ydae ii had s0rethr0at when waking up in bus.
d air c0n was so cold nd dry ..
was sick alr nd felt feverish at nites.

ii d0nt wanna b bad but s0metimes ii just cant make every0ne happy
ii just want him nd sadly, there isn't ani0ne else ii want.
ii kn0w uu will b happy s0meh0w.
thanks zx nd dexter(:

didn't g0 t sk0ol tdaes ..
s0rethr0at had w0rsen nd had bl0ckn0se toos ;//
met up w c0usin t see d0ctor at p0lyclinic nd went t grandma hse.
went t toapay0h central t sh0p nd she g0t her fringe cut.
went backs grandma hse f0r dinner,
ii just l0ve h0me-c0oked f0od(:
mine c0usin helped mine br0 t buy england jersey.
SHE DIDN'T TELL ME ;(( !!!
nd adding t it, it's LAMPARD's one!
OMG(- -
ii was irks0me nd t0ok it t wear nd t0ok pics, llols ;X

peii's bdae nearg!
jiefang's too!
after theirs, mine is near TOO (:
<3

li chuan nd siew ping w ariel's spec.

d spect-y me at home(:

that invisible pen !

ariel's hello kitty pencil b0x where it p0ints middle finger, llols.

qianting nd jiefang ; it wasn't candid! haha

me & jolene (:

adels & jiefang XD

me nd yanleng :D

wasn't even mine t start with ;((

ENGLAND jersey ; lampard no.8

me nd mine c0usin(:

ANGRY ahh ..

CUTEs(:

2006-07-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

mine fwen said if uu have menses nd uu use ur butt t kn0ck an0ther person's butt then she will have menses if she haven had mense f0r that m0nth.
yaa so she kn0cked mine butt when ii ask "h0w?"
nd d very next day ii reali have menses laa(- -
mayb is xin li zuo y0ng baa ..
hurs

ii p0nned sch0ol tdaes ..
0nli have CMSK2 fr0m 2 - 4pm . iim lazy laa
;X

went 0uts with j0yy on thurs ^^
b0ught li chuan's nd junie's DAMN BELATED pressie.
hehs
b0ught a mng t0p nd p0oh water b0ttle.
as usual we t0ok quite a num of pics but n0t as much ..
we were quite exhausted laa(- -
plus it's day2 of menses .. tiring

blah blah ..
like dunoes what t sae outta sudden
(:
just view d photos baa .

ii think this is quite jing dian .. llols

with flash *-*

plain STUPID . haa^^

that's all ! (:

2006-07-06T00:13:00.000+08:00

g0t back all mine papers tdaes ..
0kayy n0t all but ii n0e mine marks alr
3 was quite g0od nd 1 sucky 0ne ;//
here it goes ..
25.5/5o -- DSAG(C#)
25.o/3o -- OPSY(Operating Systems)
33.5/5o -- OOAD(Object-Oriented Analysis Design)
32.5/5o -- DBSY(Database Systems)
n0t that bad laa h0rr . haa (:

all thanks t siew ping ii'v g0t menses n0w ..
ll0ls
shall elaborate more tml ..
g0na go buy pressies tml but iim br0ke, dunoes h0w sia(- -
urps.
stripey tml (:

pepo c0ntradict.
but what right have 0ne t determine whether an0ther is right 0r wr0ng?
it's 0nly that party's 0ne-sided 0pini0n&&thinking ..
mayb it is really right/wr0ng but pepo d0nt listen
pepo just d0nt listen && they d0nt learn t0os ..
what uu think is right may n0t b right, likewise, what uu think is wr0ng may n0t be wr0ng.
seri0usly h0w w0uld uu determine what is what nd what is t be trusted?
ii seri0usly think pepo shud b c0ntented of what they have n0w ..
it's kinda ridicul0us but mayb it's c0s of d diff definitions of things.
thin pepo think they r fat ; rich pepo think they r p0or ; pretty pepo think they r ugly
oh FUCK OFF man.
pepo r greedy ehhs .. so they aren't contented
money is not enough ; there is no something called MOST pretty if uu reali wanna compare ; overly thin is like SUPER f-ugly ; etc etc etc
pepo r being pampered too much that they simply take things f0r granted ..
or just thinkg it sh0uld b always b like this, d way they want it.
BULLSHIT ; taste mine shit man.
what is hard life ; we haven't tasted that bfor ii can swear.
there r so so so many unfortunate things that has happened t many many diff pepo ..
sg pepo r lucky pepo.
seriously ii haven't been saeing what ii want t sae,
but ii n0e it's better left unsaid.

well well ..
it's all up t uu h0w uu interpret it (:
nights

2006-07-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

went j8 with sarina 0n sunday :D
g0t mine 77th street stripe t0p.
it was kinda l0ose so need t put belt(:
had sarina tried 0n 2 t0ps nd they reali l0ok nice on her ..
MUST BUY D TUBE :D
hahas ..
walked ar0und nd we had 0ld chang kee && sugar cane juice
talkd al0t of crapped while walking ar0und
ll0ls
headed h0me then cause it was getting late nd cr0wded.

handed up OPSY(operatingg system) assignment tdaes.
left one last DBSY(database system) pr0ject ; THANK GOD!
tiring day although onli studied till 12pm
didn't have enough sleep.
g0t back DSAG(C#) term test results, din get d paper yets.
ii g0t 25.5 upon 5o?
bleahs
h0w bad is that man ..
ii sc0red like d sec0nd l0west am0ng mine fwens(4 of us)
0kayy t c0ns0le mineself, at least ii passed(- -
nd 0ur tut0r t0ld us that 0ur class did betta than 0ther ..
iim so n0t 0ne of them.
HURS

went back h0me after sk0ol.
went ntuc t buy cup n0odle nd vitas0y ..
b0ught a n0t bad l0okg belt f0r 0nli 5bucks ! :D
hahas
called nic0le nd acc0mpanied her thr0ugh break time nd j0celyn too.
sleep thr0ugh d wh0le aftern0on til n0w fr0m ar0und 3 baa ..

n0thing much.
(:

2006-07-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

YUM! (:

2006-07-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging ehhs ..
QUARTER-FINALS for world cup :D !
there's england VS p0rtugal, kinda 0bvi0us wh0's the winner.
(:

CDS assignment - process

final piece.

handed up CDS drawing ; DSAG ; OOAD assignment.
it's sucha relieve t hand up 3 0utta 5 pr0jects
but 0n d 0ther hand, we have t c0nt d0ing 2 m0re(- -
urps
ii practically c0pied j0yy's w0rk for DSAG.
ii d0nt mean t nd m feelg guilty but ii have n0 ch0ice
ii SERIOUSLY d0nt kn0w what is going on laa ..
as in, ii n0e all d c0ncepts but n0t d c0dings.
so if c0des were given t me ii s0meh0w will noe what is g0ing on
mine lab teacher is SO GOOD t me(:
she askd me a question that is SUPER easy therefore ii noe .. hoho
CDS was kinda suckd?
OOAD was not bad baa ;/ no c0mments.
steph b0ught for us each a c0in p0uch, ii think it's nice(:
nd there's one chewing gum in it .. haa

went f0r flag day tdaes.
there's onli me ; j0yy nd sijie =.-s
hurs
we were t0ld it's 9 nd reachd ar0und that time ..
j0yy w0re p0lo tee so ii tot not t wear so nice like 0utkast(- -
in d end! every0ne w0re HAOKAN d ;//
waited f0r like 4omins?
then every0ne started t walk off ..
ii c0rd jiefang nd eliza 0nli t find out it's startg at 1o(- -
wanted mac f0r breakfast but wantg t go d one at lucky plaza one was n0t a g0od idea cos it was cr0wded so we pr0ceeded t taka but it was NOT OPEN YET!
oh h0w suay laa ;/
SO we had no ch0ice but t eat auntie anne which was d 0nli stall open.

flagday was .........ZZzzz
kinda d0nt dare t appr0ach pepo(- -
d ang m0hs r GOOD PEPO :D
they just appr0ach uu t d0nate when uu smile at them.
0kays not all but like 4o% of them?
esp guys(:
0ld nd y0ung ! girls r m0re dao?
PLUS D GUYS ARE SHUAI LA! with s0me exceptions ;X
sg pepo r stil hai hao baa .. kids m0re l0hs
there's this weird guy suddenli walk up nd d0nate when ii wasn't l0okg at that direction but iim thankful t him f0r d0nating f0r me XD llols
aniwae it was STUPID nd FUN laa ..

returned 0ur cans early with j0yy's one d fullest.
she's MN l0h ; guys see le every0ne DONATE.
tsk`
so pai chi sia .. haha
went taka nd had AJISEN :D
muahahahha!
YUMMY* can .. it's been SO LONG since ii ate that
VOLCANO ramen nd DUMPLING XD

sh0pped after eating ..
went zara ; t0psh0p ; espirt ; mango ; f0rever21 ; sh0ps in fareast ; etc
in f0rever21 me nd j0yy picked cl0thes nd denim skirt f0r sijie t try on
A CHANGE OF STYLE (: all thanks t US!
llols
ii saw a nice stripes t0p in 77th street ; sh0uld ii buy it?

d MN . haa

SHORT SKIRT! LOLs

HAOKAN BA(: ii personally like d bubble polka dots one(: !

2006-06-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

7 random facts about me.
- ii l0ve bball but suck in it nd it's been ages since ii t0uched one
- iim a superbly lazy girl
- m dependent of friends&family.
- cant show mine ugly eyebrow nd big face ; that fringe is t cover all that
- slackg as full time ; g0ssiping as part-time.
- m n0t well off.
- ii contradict

7 things that scares me
- horror movies ><~
- insects ; lizards ; cockroaches .. LOADs
- helplessness
- darkness.
- quarrels
- being ignored / pai chi
- d insecure ii feel

7 random music at the moment
- 初恋粉丝会
- 我们小时候
- 舞娘
- beautiful l0ve
- where'd you go
- 马德里不思议
- for you i will

7 things i like most
- SLACKER`s :D !
- BABIES .
- <3KJA ; k0h jin an .. that b0ii(:
- sleepg nd slackg (- -Zz
- make-up ; dress up .. being pretty ^^
- sweets && ch0cs
- shopping XD

7 things i say most
- 一定要的
- SIAN
- 你很猪 ehh ..
- 超恶
- 什么屁股
- 我很肥la！

2006-06-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

went outs with j0yy on tues .. acc0mpanied her t c0llect her pay
she is so nice laa, c0s she sae t treat me t dinner.
but ii INSIST she bribing me, LOLs.
bribe me so ii will acc0mpany her outs ..
haha XD
we b0th b0ught a watch nd she treated me t swensens (:
we cam-wh0red in d t0ilet as usual ..

ii like this pic but mine face is ugly so .. HEHS^^

left ; mine . right ; hers

damn jing dian .. haha

so ACT CUTEs ><~

2006-06-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

ii just l0ve hanging out with slackers ..
just like what peiis says ; we'r a jing dian gr0up of friends (:

met up with sarina t make jelly ..
is was a success but mixing of two colours was not that well . llols
it's quite funny how ii meet up/go outs often with sarina who's kaii's sister
hehs(:

didn't go nicole's house t visit baby in d end
;( BOO.
we shall go her h0use one day .. nd ton outs AGAIN(:
met up with f0ngs nd kaii with sarina at tpy.
kaii was like SUPER hungry like how many days ner eat ler
llols.
peiis came then sandii ..
we went ntuc t grab our titbits nd drinks :D
jack'n'jill ; calbee ; nutris0y ; vitas0y ; green tea ; r0ot beer ..
no alcohol! llols
headed t f0ngs h0use(:
xiang xiang was stayg over at her h0use .. he's SO CUTEs! ^^
we ate ; drank ; tv-ed ; chat .. XD
watchd a sh0w ii think it's true files chinese version? LOLs ;X
it was gr0ss .. made me nd peiis wanna PUKE(- -
nic0le sms me askg where r we nd all,
in d end she decided t c0me over(:
sent sarina t take bus h0me nd waitd in interchange f0r nich nd nicole.

chatted alot nd we really do miss sec sch0ol times ..
all d playing nd stupid things we do, hehs(:
we r like OLD ALREADY.
me nd sandii were saeing b0ut h0w fast time passes ..
that we r alr in year2 nd it seems we r graduating SOON ><~
nicole was saeing a few years more alot will start t get married ..
this is h0w fast we r gr0wing up, hurs.

cabbd h0me with nicole ..
b0ii didn't ans mine c0r nd ii reck0nd he's asleep since he's sick.
he's al0ne at home with n0 one taking care of him.
seriously iim w0rred ><`
just h0pe he get well s0on baa .. c0s ii cant do much

ii had a bad bad dream nd w0ke up in tears.
seri0usly h0w bad is that ..
HURs

d jelly fr0ze ; f0ng's fridge freezer is SUPERB! llols

fr0m left cl0ckwise ; sarina - sandii - peiis - adels

ii screensh0t it when webcamming with f0ngs, HEHs(:

2006-06-16T03:37:00.000+08:00

d d0ugh ; d baked c0okies ; d messy kitchen.
baked cookies with sarina on wed.
it was a sudden decision we two made during our conversation in msn
hahas
sarina met her RU YI LANG JUN in train nd she's MAD XD
went ntuc t get d ingredients ..
then ii went kimage for a haircut(:
baking was successful!
all thanks t baking soda .. LOLs
it was all cos of baking soda that d cookies were tender nd crispy ^^
d c0okies turned out NICE.

tanning tdaes with sandii (:
reachd harb0ur fr0nt at 11+
there were l0ads of pepo going sentosa then.
weather was partly cl0udy like what d weather forecast says ..
it was cl0udy but sun wasn't that bad.
it was nice enough for us t get heated up nd tannd(:
saw l0ads of nih0n-jin(japanese) fl0oding sentosa . llols
nice weather ; nice pepo ; nice place ..
tanning is fun with just d two of us

went bathe after tan nd had BEN&JERRY sm0othie ^^
went harb0ur fr0nt centre f0r brunch nd went m0rtip t sh0p.
ii b0ught a hairband nd dee b0ught 2 bangles nd a RETRO hairband ..
hahas, it's like SO COOL can! :D
headed t mine h0use after thats t take c0okies nd karad's naruto dvd(:
met up with nic0le at tpy nd peiis&karads at novena.
went rivervalley point(f0ng's workplace) ..
had chocolate passion ; was nice but a wee bit too sweet (:
it's always nice meetg up with them ..
been long since ii met up with nicole ; peiis ; f0ngs.
cant wait for sat ehhs XD
full slacker`s member gona b there ..
nd there's BABYenxi toos! ^^
TON TON TON ..

watchd soccer just now ENGLAND vs some country.
hehs
first half of the match was quite boring ><~
d score was 2 - 0 .. d 2 goals were scored on d second half
TERRY was a saver (:
CROUCH's a tall guy who scored d first goal in the 83th min ..
there's another guy who scored d second goal but ii fergot his name ;X
BECKHAM is SHUAI nd he's d captain ; assisted crouch in scoring that goal
OWEN ; n0thing much bouts him .. llols
LAMPARD is a SHUAI guy but he kinda ruined a few nice goals ><~
overall it was not that bad ^^

sandii asked t go tanning agains on next tues nd thurs(:
ii think sh0uld b going baa ..
it's nice getting tan, just dowan mine skin t peel.
hehs(x

l0ads of assigments on hand .. shan't c0mment much on it
many things sh0uld b left unsaid,
even if it's meant t be said ..
here's not d right place (:

befor nd after ..

ii cant wait t get d accessories ii b0ught online w nicole nd sarina~
nd n0t t f0rget ..
ii miss b0ii! (:

2006-06-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

SO DAMN SIAN AHS !! ><~
r0tting at h0me ALL DAY LONG ..
seri0usly, g0t sch0ol sian ; n0 sch0ol also sian(- -!
go outs sian ; stay h0me also sian ..
so n0t easily c0ntented man, haa. ;/

c0oked mineself steamed t0fu with minced meat f0r brunch tdaes.
d0nt l0ok reali appetizing eh?.
it also ner really taste NICE .. but stil edible
ll0ls ;/
have been watching tv or watchg recca on youtube f0r d day ..
slackerish man ><~
screensh0t a few 0f d characters in there.

he's SO CUTEs :D !

d bad guy with mask, he's not that NAN KAN(:

bad guy with his ugly father ;X LOLs

ii l0ve th0se fighting sh0ws laa ..
pepo say iim a b0ii laa, c0s ii watch anime(- -
duhs!
ii like sh0ws that make me laugh nd feel excited d ..
fighting nd all ; NICE^^ !
l0ve st0ries appeals t me t0o ..
but just n0t scary/gr0ss/h0rror sh0ws(:
iim a G I R L laa .. mayb abit t0mb0y
llols ;X
ii mean seriously iim n0t in d least demure laa? (._."
but ii stil like GUYs can!
nono, is ii only like BOII^^
hahas .. okok en0ugh 0f this

g0tta wakie at 7 f0r w0rksh0p tml.
YAWNS* ;C
sian WHOLE man ..
after that travel t yishun t dr0p s0mething f0r b0ii then meet sandii
x-men3 FINALLY!! :D
hehes
ii cant wait man, after s0 l0ng .. ><~
every0ne's telling me it's nice!
gees ..
n0w ii can finally go watch it lers, ll0ls.

ii shall go sleep n0w ..
tml's g0na b quite a l0ng day ~><
miss me! hehes ..
GOODNIGHTs! :D

- ii miss boii -

2006-06-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

it's stayg h0me this weekends.
g0na keep g0ing 0uts this c0ming week nd ii just cant wait ..
hahas XD

ii was l0okg at d bleach thingy sandii sh0wed me ydae.
so funny laa(- -
all d pepo so ugly .. llols ;/
Click here!
if interested can click on it t see ehh(:
ii went serach if there's recca anime nd ii f0und it!
HOHOs ^^
n0w watch till episode 9 lers ..
alth0ugh read d c0mics bf0r but anime seems different
nd ii d0nt have d last b0ok f0r d c0mic -_-"

was browsing friendster nd saw pepo's pic have their id0l's signature.
ii was 0ne of d crazy pepo wh0 queued and waitd f0r them t have d album signd .. hahas
but ii 0nly went f0r two ; 5566 nd ZAIZAI.
ii wasn't crazy 0ver them but just went t see them real life.
zaizai was SO TALL nd CUTEs(:
it's g0od experience ahhs . heh hehs
d albums r like YELLOW alr laa ..
it's 0bvious h0w LONG ago it was, ll0ls(x

b0 liaos of me ehhs ..
BACARDI BREEZER ; ii like(:
l0ok like d traffic light ehhs?
haa

f0ne with him ydae till 5:17am.
was so tired laa .. fell asleep right after hanging up with him
b0ii is super cutes laa(:
but s0metimes he is so idi0tic ..
he just l0ve t see me shy nd n0thin t sae nd he very happy ehhs ><`
tsktsk!
but ii just l0ve weekends :D

2006-06-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

OLE~ OLE OLE OLE! XD
iim cheering not cos world cup is here ..
but it's d END OF MINE TERM TEST!
HOHOs
but seriously not something t be VERY happy abouts.
cos iim g0na flunk mine term test man ><`
but nermind, HOLIDAY IS HERE!! :D
l0ng awaited h0ls .. haha
l0ads of activities ; ii cant wait man!
XD

didn't have paper on thurs so there's no sch0ol that dae.
this was mine SINFUL yet YUMMY brunch f0r d dae :D
it's only $1.9o can!
so CHEAP when it's so YUMMY*
hahas XD
must give it a try when uu all c0me mine h0use next time!
but, must ask mine maid t buy laa ;/
ii dunoes where is d stall .. haa

OOAD tdaes was CRAP.
cos ii didn't study .. ok ii just BROWSED through tutorials
askd j0y what we need t n0e on d way t sch0ol ..
apparently ii d0nt know what t study laa(- -
that paper was like, SIAN DIAO!
ii cant stand TP ..
d examples f0r practice were like so EASY c0mpare t 0ur test.
so WTH ehhs =.-x
tsktsk`
aniwae it's 0ver nd d0ne with ..
AGAINs, PRAY THAT II PASS ^^
llols

movie ; tan ; dinner with slacker`s&BABYenxi ; t0n ; sh0ppg ..
II CANT WAIT!
;O

2006-06-08T02:18:00.001+08:00

exams week always passes fast ..
studying for paper after paper.
but for this term test, things r quite different?
ii seem t be NOT studying(- -
ii just dont have d m0od nd feel that ii w0nt understand even if ii do study
hurs ;/
but d week still passes fast .. heh
it's THURS alr! like it's after 12 le ..

ii like exams when it's 12:3oPM because ii'l certainly have enough sleep.
ii can sleep later in d night t finish mine studying although t no avail ..
heh heh(x
always see shawn&pamela in bus these days nd g0ing backs with pam.
it's been l0ng since me nd pam went backs home in d same bus(:

went studying with sandii nd sarina after mine DSAG paper.
speakg of which, ii will CONFIRM PLUS CHOP fail mine DSAG man =.-s
seriously ..
ii didn't reali study cos ii dont know how nd ii simply dont understand.
ii just finish writing nd cl0se d answer b0oklet then handed it up.
ii didn't b0ther t check c0s n0 use in checkg toos ;/
n0 idea h0w t check nd d0nt even n0e if what ii wrote was NOT crap
SO, ii went studyg with sandii&sarina after that but again t n0 avail!
ii was so FREAKG tired nd time have t pass so fast(- -
sarina nd me practically didn't study laa!
we were doing this .. sudoku thingy?
hahas .. sandii did it toos!
strains d brain man ><`
so aniwae DBSY up next after DSAG.
DBSY paper was like .. OKAY?
ii mean at least they gave d syntax which was onli o.1% of use?
ii mean cos ii did not memorize uu see ..
llols
so at least that was of use.
ER Diagram was like WTF?
ii just h0pe ii pass all of mine papers ..
* PRAYS HARD!

there's NO SCHOOL tomorrow! :D
how GREAT is that .. haa
slack slack slack!
that's why iim in slacker`s iinc ain't .. llols ;X
ii just dont like t study, and that's when ii dont freakg understand!
serious ><~
so pek chek when ii cant get a thing right .. hurs
after friday nd iim a FREE girl, NOT!
;( BOO
there's still A S S I G N M E N T s ler ..
why cant TP let us have a BREAK!
say it's term break?
it's just for us t finish off our assignments(- -!
2 weeks somemore..
SUCKs SUCKs SUCKs ><`
but aniwae,
iim sure ii will nj0y nd do assignments at d same time!
ii seriously cant wait f0r h0lidays ..
so many stuffs ii wanna do man!
MEET UP with SLACKER`s nd hug&play with BABY ; watch X-MEN3 ; TANNING ; KBOX ; SAKAE/SEOUL ; SHOP!
hahas XD

boii has been cutes nd sweet these daes
nd iim so l0ving that laa .. llols ;X
mine b0ii ; mine l0ve ..
l0ving him t bits<33
:D

he keeps plaeing his saliva beside me nd d s0und is just so irritating ><`

posed! gordon l0ves d beach? OOPS* =X

ll0ls .. tryg t be funny XP

2006-06-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

had mine f0rmal interview yesterday ..
was ALRIGHTs?
didn't expect d questions fr0m teacher but she said ii was well prepared
llols ;/
g0t 2o/3o ; not bad nd n0t g0od.
but iim glad that it's 0ver nd d0ne with(:

next week is term test week.
OH GOD(- -
m0n ; OPSY(operating system)
tues ; DSAG(data structure nd algorithm)
wed ; DBSY(database system)
thurs ; NO PAPER(:
fri ; OOAD(object-oriented analysis design)
all d exams fr0m 12:3o - 2:3o ?
YUPs.

ii fell asleep while waitg f0r him t c0r me backs yesterday ;/
ii was t0o tired despite really wantg t talk t him.
urps.
ii cant wait f0r night t c0me! (:

2006-05-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

g0t back mine CDS art piece.
got a D like agains .. hurs
but at least ii pass baa

had DBSY lab tdaes.
suppose t create function nd procedure ..
am onli able t create function successfully
there's c0mpilation errors for procedure.
ii h0pe ii can pass ; at least a D ;/

seems like ii dont really kn0w mine sch0ol stuffs well
have n0t been regularly g0ing t sch0ol ..
ii dont kn0w what's wrong(._."

ii miss him T.T

saw people readg naruto manga on bus tdaes,
s0me guy in IT sch0ol wearing a shirt with d UCHIHA CLAN fan bhind.
like so COOL nd CUTEs
hurs(:

s0mething simple ; ii wish f0r.

2006-05-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

iim happy that despite sch0ol started we are still in contact.
ii seriously treasure the times during fri nd sat night when those are the only times ii have with him on phone.
chattg in msn is just RARE.
sometimes ii just cant wait for mine bdae t come
ii wish it would be a dae with him ; nd mine fwens(:
but how possible is that, HURs.

watchd MTV ASIA AWARDs while on phone with him ydae.
WANG LI HOM nd VANNESS is just so HAOKAN(x
hehs.
nd best singer for SINGAPORE is actuali TAUFIK BATISAH laa ;/
he beat AH DU ; SUN YAN ZI ; JJ ; nd others ii didnt get t see.
so DIAO(- -
ii w0nder his supporters voted how much for him
outta mine expectation that he would win man ..
HURs

feel so glad nd honoured after readg nicole's post
it's important t be nice ..
nd certainly nice t be important(:
seri0usly, friends are people uu w0uldn't wanna l0se in a life.
they are far too important ; just like family members.
ii cant wait f0r sch0ol holidays.
ii cant wait t go TANNING.
ii cant wait t meet nicole nd BABYen xi :D
l0ads of things ii wanna do .. hurs
TIME is NEVER ENOUGH when iim nj0ying(x

did mine CDS h0mew0rk tdaes ; ii painted mine drawg.
it's HEN CHOU(ugly) =.-x
inc0mplete still ; two more boxes ii cant think of what t draw

iim glad ii get al0ng well with mine classmates(:
REAL GLAD.
except for one ; total PAI CHI.
ii d0nt wanna menti0n names but ii feel it's quite obvious.
aniwae other than that person, ii feel mine class pepo r quite nice(:
li chuan ; siew ping ; jiefang ; junie ; sharon ; madeline ; melvin ; jared ; ian ; lin bin ; malay guy ; shan rong ; jing ying ; phoebe ... etc?
not close or never reali talk with the others(:

exams coming up ; loads of assignments ..
can this be over FAST?
(:

我最喜欢你了。
iim so in l0ve, so in l0ve with uu(:
when ii think of uu ; ii dont know what t do.. when will ii see uu again?
ii miss uu like crazy ..

2006-05-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

l0ng wait at d p0lyclinic .. llols XD

XIAOMEIMEI p0se lyk THIS . LOLs

ii can put d stud in .. d t0p c0uldn't have been pierced ; ii was b0rn with it!

2006-05-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

br0wsed thru s0me pics just n0w.
nd ii came acr0ss 0ne that reminded me that mine fwen tried t take d pic 0f 0ur COLOUR nd COMPO teacher's BUTT!
LOLs
ii always have fun laughing with them(x
there's h0mew0rk f0r CDS this week.
nd assignment toos ..
all d assignments r 0uts man ><`
SO MUCH WORK T DO.
n0t t f0rget ; exams r near!

went grandma h0use f0r dinner on thurs.
c0usin was super cutes XD
HEHs
didn't g0 t sk0ol tdaes.
was tired nd g0ing t sk0ol for an h0ur just d0nt make sense.
especially when it's 8 - 9AM
HURs(x
d0ne d0wnloading bleach like FINALLY.
watchd naruto just now nd it was OK LA(- -
HURs

went p0lyclinic t take MC f0r tdaes XD
mine mum dun0es ii p0n sk0ol ;X
h0hos
it's true when uu gain s0mething ; uu l0se s0mething.
l0ng wait bf0r getting t see d d0ctor at p0ly clinic, d c0nsultant fee nd medicine onli c0st me 5bucks(:
cheap ain't.
ii went f0r mine family d0ctor that time t see mine leg cramp nd it c0st lyk 24bucks laa ;/
so EXPENSIVE!(- -
HURs

ii have l0ads of things ii wanna get man
but ii have NO MONEY.
GEES ><`
ii need t S A V E U P!

jiefang nd qianting :D

mine c0usin drew this nd askd me what's this. guess what? ii said "ALIEN" nd ii was RIGHT! hahas XD

CUTIE

muahahas :D

z i - l i a n

nice song! :D

Christian Wunderlich - So In Love
All alone on a nighttrain
Like a stranger on a sinking ship
Will i ever know the secret to your heart

Do you care, am i dreaming
When i reach for you is that burning flame
Just inside of me are we a world apart

Chorus :
I'm so in love, so in love with you
I'm so in love, if you only knew
I'm so in love, i'll never be the same
Cause i'm so in love, i'm so in love with you

Should i dare to entice you
Will a touch of your fingertips, take my heart again
You know it's been so long

Is it wrong how i want you
When it feels so right being close and
Who is to tell me now that all's been said and done

[chorus]

You, you never understood
And you were gone when our love felt so good
You unchain my heart and set me free
Or tell me that you're gonna be with me

[chorus] x 3

2006-05-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

went f0r en xi's full m0nth celebrati0n.
as expected, kaii didn't go.
aniwae aniwae,
en xi is SO CUTEs :D
nic0le is THIN.
wanc0ng nd f0ngss is cutes tgether laa ..
llols(x

thanks guys ..
j0yy ; eliza ; sijie ; ariel ; peiis ; sandii nd nicole.
am abit perturbd th0ugh
aniwae it's just xiaomeimei who just d0nt grow up.
irks me t de max yeahh ..
c0ntradictg.
well .. WHATEVER`
HURs
cos ii hate xiaomeimei especially giving me d th0ught of her.
pard0n me but ii reali do.
aniwae reali thanks f0r being there(:

t an0nym0us1 .. seri0usly ii d0nt get what uu r tryg t sae
but if uu mean n0 harm, thanks for ur c0mment(:

baby en xi :D

mummy nd baby .. sowii it's BLUR ;/

wc-kia nd f0ngs with en xi. kinda l0oks lyk *ahem .. haa XD